Knowing God's heart...

Five loaves and Two fishes

2009-12-10T16:46:00.002+08:00

Just been reading Valerie's blog, and the song "Five loaves and Two fishes" really captured my attention. And I just love the song! Just remembered the days where i just became a christian and Godric was saved just a few weeks after, and we just give God all our life and our ambitions. Love those times man... I believe God is going to multiply it man...

I just love to love God, love people, love life!

Great Simple and Mundane life!

2009-12-09T01:27:00.004+08:00

Had a really good leaders' meeting today and i am really looking forward to tomorrow. Going kyaking with dom, lumbin, dexter... And MU CG and also just go and love our integrations. Such a mundane and simple life, but i don't know why, i am just excited about it.

Looking forward to tomorrow and Dreaming about the future...

Love Story

2009-11-26T14:58:00.002+08:00

Thinking of creating a movie about a love story when i grow up! This love story is not about fairytale love story, or is it about boyfriend girlfriend love story. It is gonna be a love story about us and God... Something like David bringing the ark of God back to Jerusalem. I think will be very touching sia. :) Hahah!!!! Anyway, looking forward to this weekend. Super excited this week.

Believe...

2009-11-26T13:36:00.002+08:00

So cool... Have been thinking about how Pastors have been believing in youths all these years. Sometimes people just want people to believe in them. It is just that kind of feeling that makes you want to respect them. And today, my brother just received his PSLE results and i think the points did not meet his expectations, so he is quite disappointed. But Yolanda told him to call her after he got his results. So my brother told her about it and she just encouraged him.

Then when he came back home, i asked him whether he told Yolanda about it and he told me what Yolanda told him over the phone, and when he's telling me about it, I can see the tears in his eyes nearly dropping out and his eyes starting to get red. I think he is very touched by the few words that Yolanda told him ah.

So i think believing in people just gives people a kind of feeling that makes them feel encouraged. I just love Pastors and Heart of God Church man... And recently just feel closer to Pastors as well. Our Pastors are really people who are deep man...

A True Worshipper

2009-11-18T21:25:00.003+08:00

Wow!!! It's so true man... Yesterday leaders' meeting is really really very powerful. After the meeting i just feel like seeking God's face even more. It's so true that everything will be added to us when we seek God first. It's not always about the skills, but it is about seeking God.

After listening to pastor lia and pastor tan's sermon, i start to know what God thinking about and what is His heart all about.

It's so true that God is the One who gave us favour with men. It's so true that God is the One who changed us to who we are today. And it's so true that sometimes we are so busy about things that we forget to worship God. It's so true that sometimes we are so tired that we don't even want to worship God.

I want to love God once again. I want to have a hunger for Him once again. I want to be a true worshipper...

Because of You (Heart of God)

2009-11-17T00:28:00.002+08:00

Because of You, I was borned again
Because of You, I'm ransomed by Your Grace
Because of You, my heart has found a Home
A refuge for my soul

Because of You, sins are washed away
Because of You, heaven knows my name
Because of You, I can live again
You've broken every chain

Unfailing Love, so unreserved
You gave Yourself on Calary
And now I stand, forever free
My Saviour rescued me

Because of You, the weak say "I'm strong"
Because of You, the broken have a song
Because of You, there's no need to fear
Hope steadfast, ever sure

Now heavens, be open
Our God is unshaken
We worship, Christ risen
High above

Now heaven, be open
All kingdoms, all nations
Declare that "You are God"

Yeah!!! So cool!!! Tomorrow is amazing race!!! I think it is going to bo super fun man!!! After i blog this i am so gonna get enough sleep for tomorrow's amazing race.

So cool that each individual life is impacted by something. Something like a lifesong/lifeword. Cool man... Yesterday Pastor Tan told us what is God's heart all about and what He is thinking. Now i know what He is thinking. God is really so cool. I'm gonna stay with Him forever man...

My Family

2009-11-01T22:35:00.002+08:00

Wow! Family are just so important in our lives man!!! My family is the best man!!! And i won't trade it for another!!! :)

The STAND!!!

2009-10-19T00:12:00.002+08:00

Sometimes we don't really see how busy is our leaders and the things that they are going through. But they are awesome man!!! For lynette, she gotta lead so many CGs and she can't be everywhere, but yet she still notice us and cares about us! They are amazing man... This church is indeed doing the invisible rather than the visible man...

Oh man... I really want God to mould my life into the person He wants me to be! Into someone like our leaders, like our pastors, like Jesus! I want the value system of Jesus and our leaders to be my character, and not just something that we do because Pastors and leaders say that we gotta have those kind of value system.

The christian journey is so amazing man... It is all about endurance and lots of things! Wow! Haha!!! I've never regretted becoming a christian man, and forever i will be a christian, an on-fire christian! No matter what, I'll STAND man!!!

Godric Ang (Section Leader of usher)

2009-10-13T18:25:00.004+08:00

I've been reading Godric's blog, and it is super funny, but yet real and powerful. He wrote about the problems that he face with and all that, and the way he phrase is super funny! Haha!!! But it is powerful, seeing how he tries to sort things out and having faith that things will appear well in the end. He is powerful man. Haha!!! He never fails to inspire man!!!

And also i really hope that he will sort things out and have faith and come back to church again. The past was really good man. (But the future is better.)

running, Running, RUNNING!!!

2009-10-13T16:11:00.002+08:00

Come to think of it, all the leaders and people like these have been in church for 12 years! That's amazing man... I can't imagine myself 12 years down the road. Things are going to be totally different. We are gonna start working and all that stuff. Haha!!! Wow, things are really getting more and more complicated as we get older.

12 years seems like a long way, but 67 years is a longer way. Wow! Walking with God for 67 years!!! That's really really long. Haha!!! But it will be cool to see how me and my friends grow, and how the church grow! And also the moments of my life. The ups and the downs of my life. Haha!!! Cool man... The journey with God is truly really awesome!!! I am so gonna run this race with God for eternity man.

postette (sermonette)

2009-10-04T00:39:00.002+08:00

Today's zone f service was awesome. It is just super cool.

(Feels so alien to blog again.)

Getting a new book soon!!! Gonna grow man. Haha!!!

BIGGER territory

2009-08-23T00:46:00.002+08:00

BIGGER territory!!! Today's sermon just wrap the whole thing on BIGGER!!! Haha!!! Really know why we pray fervently and all that stuff already. Haha!!! No wonder last time when me, choong kai and godric pray over the phone weeks after weeks, the prayer conference gets more and more stronger. Haha!!! And we also grow alot from the prayer conference, we got revelations! There was once we got the same revelation after the prayer conference! Differently way saying, but the meaning is the same. We also start to flow with each other more and work with each other as a team to integrate friends and stuff like that. Looking back, it is really stuff like that that we really grow a lot individually and as a team. Haha!!! Great time of prayer today. Haha!!!

Word of God

2009-08-16T01:51:00.002+08:00

Ephesians 6:18 (NIV)

"And pray in the Spirit on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests. With this in mind, be alert and always keep on pryaing for all the saints."

It is so powerful, because during discipleship class, Garrett told us about the bible and stuff like that. And he also say that when we feel God telling us to read a certain verse or chapter, we can turn to it and read it, so just now i felt God telling me to turn to Ephesians 6:18. At first i thought it is just me thinking, however i just went to check it out whether is it really from God. I did not expect that it will give me a revelation! Haha!!! It is just super awesome. This is the first time that i heard from God to read a certain verse, the other times i just read it like a story book. Book to book, chapter to chapter, verse to verse. It is super awesome man.

This week, i seriously got a lot of revelations from Garrett. Haha!!! Last week was choong kai, now is me! Super cool man. I think D50's gonna be a CG that can flow~ very well. Haha!!! Cool man. 8, we are catching up, better watch out!

Different and same

2009-08-14T19:13:00.000+08:00

You know what, Pasir Ris is really gonna have revival man!!! Haha!!! Looking at the pictures that clive took just now really make me feel that there can be revival. Haha!!! Sometimes when i don't see any results, i will lose faith, lose heart and i will just give up, but the pictures i saw just now is really amazing. I think this revival is gonna be a mark in history man. I think it is really gonna be powerful. Haha!!! Gotta really start doing things already, and not just sit around. Haha!!!

Another i was thinking about is also like how me, Godric and Choong kai meet each other. Haha!!! It is super funny and the journey we've travelled together is the best times of my life man... Haha!!! Looking how we have grown and all the stupid things we do. Haha!!! Really funny ah. I also remember the first time i met godirc, we ate KFC. Haha!!! Then we shared the buddy meal i think. Haha!!! Then we like giving each other the chance to eat the very last piece of chicken. Haha!!! But in the end i ate it. :) Then we like don't really talk much to each other also. Then i met choong kai after that. First time i met, i think that he is a super irritating guy. Haha!!! Because he super like to disturb people one. Haha!!! Then i met Julian. At first i also thought he suepr irritating, because he kept slapping people! Haha!!!

But so funny, all of us are like from different clicks, yet we can communicate so well. Haha!!! Did not thought of this till yesterday when me, dom and choong kai was talking about what we like and all those kind of stuff. Haha!!! Then me and choong kai was really super opp of each other. Haha!!! The journey is really great man, and there will be more to come man. Haha!!!

Do not despise your youth!!!

2009-08-05T21:56:00.000+08:00

Wow... This few days has been really really great!!! Haha!!! Did a lot of great stuff man. Haha!!! Talking to Haotian on the phone now while blogging. Haha!!!

I have changed room!!! Did all the packing and stuff like that for the past few days and there are still things to be packed. Haha!!! This new room is really super cool man. Haha!!! It feels more me I think. Haha!!! I think because i get to paste stuff on the wall and stuff like that. Haha!!! And the com is also in my room!!! Haha!!! Get to use it like crazy man. Haha!!! And also can do all my stuff here. Haha!!!

I also have a maid already. Haha!!! My mum is like teaching her things now. Haha!!! Kinda scared how life is going to be like with her. Haha!!!

But all in all, everything's was great, is great, and going to be great. Revival is really going to happen in PRSS man. Haha!!!

Super love the song free man!!!
"Would you believe if I say we are the ones who can make a change in the world today."
Do not despise your youth, but set an example in speech, in love, in life, in faith and in purity!!!

Delirious?

2009-08-02T20:04:00.000+08:00

Just went blog-hopping just now. It was so good man. The lives of the other people are so inspiring man. Haha!!! Also went to listen delirious' songs. They are really great man... Haha!!! That's what i am doing for the past few minutes... Haha!!!

The web is just super cool man... All the cool stuff are here. Haha!!! I also thinking of composing a song in the afternoon too. Just had the intro so far. Haha!!! I think the future is gonna be amazing man. Haha!!! Tomorrow there's school!!! Gonna make history man!!! Revival is gonna happen in PRSS man. Haha!!! Oh man... Can't stop thinking about the future man... The future is really gonna be amazing man... Haha!!!

And i think i am gonna be back to blogging man!!! Haha!!!

Oh man... Seriously, the future's amazing!!! D50 is too small man, it is gonna really grow man!!! I am gonna choose my destiny man... I am gonna be a HISTORY MAKER!!!

Full!!!!

2009-06-01T23:56:00.002+08:00

I'm back to blog!!! So full on the inside now!!! Wow!!! God is great man!!! Haha!!!

Just thought of Godric just now, and i just realised how i had missed him. Haha!!! I remember how we use to talk about getting revival to pasir ris secondary, and also our dreams and visions... Like so cool ah... Haha!!! Then i also remember we flow so much last time and we are like so like a team ah... Haha!!! working together and we are like the best of best friends also... Haha!!! Then we also talked about how we want to be like Garrett, Charleston and Dominic... Haha!!! And also whenever we pray we really pray until so powerful until our legs, hands, face and almost the whole body is numb ah. Haha!!! Super cool eh that time. Haha!!! Really want Godric to come back man... Haha!!! Really miss him a lot...

And God is also so cool!!! Love God so much too man... Haha!!! Haiz... So much to talk and yet so little. Haha!!! That's all!!! Love Life, Love God and Love people man!!! Haha!!!

Purpose!!!

2009-05-31T02:34:00.004+08:00

It has really been a long time since i have blogged man... Haha!!!

Today was super awesome man... Choong kai shared his testimony and he talked about his life and the three muskerteers (Godric, Choong kai and me). And i just realised that me, Godric and choong kai really been through a lot together. Haha!!! So cool man... And even if we are not clase together physically, we close together in the heart and also in the spirit. It is a different kind of feeling talking to choong kai and godric man... Haha!!!

And today pastor's sermon was also super powerful!!! It is about purpose. And he said that sometimes we are so busy until we forgot our purpose, like what marco polo did. He missed a really super duper massive kind of a lifetime man... Haha!!! I almost forgot my purpose man. Haha!!! Although i still have incubate, serve and stuff like that, but it seems that i kinda forgot the purpose behind all these stuff and all that. I am just so busy with it that i NEARLY forgot my purpose. Haha!!! (nearly only...)

Yup, everything's cool and the future's gona be amazing... Bye bye!!!

Strength!

2009-05-05T23:55:00.003+08:00

Hi people!!!!

It's really been a long time since i have really blogged!!! Haha!!! Lots of things happened and i wanted to blogged about it lots of time, but i don't know why, in the end, i did not blogged it up. Haha!!!

Anyway, exams are around the corner!!! Haha!!! Oh no, i am not confedence about my maths at all man... I think i really need to spend a lot of time on my maths... Haha!!! Anyway, i think life is getting more and more interesting. Haha!!! But at the same time, it is getting more and more tiring. Haha!!! But i shall seek my strength in the Lord man!!! Haha!!! "Empowered!"

Don't really know what to post already man... Never mind, i not posting already. See you guys soon!!! And good lick for your exams!!!If you are not haveing exams then i will say good luck in life!!! Haha!!!

The History (Journey with the Lord)

2009-04-02T19:50:00.003+08:00

Wow!!! I have not been blogging for qute a long time!!! Haha!!!

Anyway, i was just thinking about my past and all that stuff. And i went to look at the christmas cards that people gave me and the birthdays (07' and 08' birthday) that they celebrate for me, I just realised that actually, it is really very touching. I read through the messages in the cards, and it is very touching, seriously. Haha!!! And I also realised that time flies so fast!!!!! I still remember the day where i first integrate a friend. Haha!!! I still remember i just a few days old as a christian, not even a week yet, and back then i was still in CHC. Then i went to eat Yoshinoya with Ranford and valerie (and also the friend ah). Haha!!! Then it was very very super duper fun lah!!! Haha!!! Maybe that is why i like to go to the Yoshinoya stall in tampines. Haha!!! Or even eat Yoshinoya. Haha!!! Everytime i suggest to eat Yoshinoya, choong kai will always say it is not nice, then don eat there and stuff, but i think it is nice leh, i think it is because of the time i spend with Ranford and Valerie there. Haha!!!

Time really flies!!! Every single moment is like so exciting, fun, touching, memorable and all that stuff. Haha!!! Even the days before i accepted Christ. Haha!!! But after i accepted Christ, i really can see my life change. Haha!!! I think life is much more exciting and fun to me. Haha!!! So cool lah!!!! Haha!!!

My christian journey:

accepted Christ(15 september 2007 at CHC) --> Have the very first outing with ranford and valerie (just one day after i accepted Christ, i think) --> Godric join the race (start to know Godric, at first we were quite like nothing to say to each other those kind one.) --> Godric and me are good buddies ( both of us are keep growing in God, until one day we start to work as a team) --> D zone camp 07' (The time i experienced the falling in the Glory of God, but i did not fall, because i stop myself from falling. Haha!!! I thought Jieru, who was the one praying for me is pushing me eh. Haha!!!) --> continue growing... --> easter 08' ( me and Godric kinda work together to bring the girls to church, and Godric invited lots of friends, one of them is choong kai. And choong kai joined the race!!!) --> start to choong kai more --> the three of us are starting to know each other more and we are starting to flow more as well --> the red rain bottles (we really worked as a team) -->keep growing in God --> the beginning of D50!!! (Ranford was our CGL) --> we learn a lot of things from him, especially about evangelism and the CG stuff --> the new D50 (only me, choong kai, godric and ryan yap. But more people joined. Guozhe, Julian and Jessica) --> the future is gonna be amazing, more souls are gonna get saved and more people are gonna be impacted!!!

That's all, super long post man. Haha!!!

Radiance of God

2009-03-21T18:23:00.002+08:00

OH MAN!!!! Today is such a "SIAN" day!!!

Hahaha!!! I purposely put the bold bold caps caps one. Hahah!!! To gain attention. Hahaha!!! But actually the day started quite sad, because D50 only have 2 people coming for service today. Haha!!! Then me and choong kai was eating lunch and sighing. Haha!!! We kept encouraging one another, but don't seems like got much effect. Haha!!!

(Anyway, we came to church so early today is because we thought that there was zone f service, but in the end, there is no zone f service. Hahaha!!!) So after the lunch we went to buy coffee and we went up to church. When we are on the way up, we saw dominic's photo(the FIRST face that we will always see when we go to church. Haha!!!). Then the interesting is that after we make the turn , we saw dominic, and i don't know why, but me and choong kai was like "Dominic!!!" then he say hi and stuff like that and he just make us happy all of a sudden. Haha!!! He like Moses like that sia. Haha!!! His face shine the radiance of God. Haha!!! Yar, then we found out that there was no zone f service, then we ask dom whether we can join him, but he was going bugis for F1 CG, so in the end we spend time with lynette and we have lots and lots of fun!!!

We talked to lynette anything under the "roof". Haha!!! We also played games, then it was just so fun ah. Then choong kai rock the chair until he falls, but luckily i saved him :D Haha!!! Then lynette was super funny!!! She shout like.... erm... there is no tomorrow!!! Haha!!! Super funny!!!

Yar, after that we went F4's CG, then lynette preached about planning and the sentence "we live our life by what we plan, not by our emotions." impacted me. Because i failed quite a few subjects and this sermon kinda told me to plan my life and i can do well in school and in church. Haha!!! Yar, just gotta plan my life. Haha!!!

Then after that prayer meeting, then come back home. Because my grandfather having birthday today, so gotta come home early. Haha!!! Yar... Quite sad... Haha!!! Actually can go for service one lor... Haha!!! But my parents... Haha!!! Nvm, anyway, gotta really really go soon. Haha!!! Cya guys!!!

Today was awesome man!!!! Spending time with leaders is so cool!!! No wonder dom likes to spend time with pastor lia too!!! :)

D50

2009-03-20T23:37:00.002+08:00

Hey D50!!!!

Today was really powerful. I did my quiet time and "WOW!!!" Hahaha!!! It has been a super long time since i did my quiet time honestly and as i do my quiet time, i got some revelations. Haha!!! I feel that D50 has to grow spirituality, teamwork and convictions. Haha!!!

You know what, I just feel that i want to see D50 kinda being recognise as a CG that has spirituality, teamwork and convictions. Haha!!! I think D50 will be like that. Haha!!! Oh man!!! We gotta grow spiritually and physically. Haha!!! 15 by end of June, but i think our CG will really really grow in spirituality, teamwork and convictions. SPIRITUALITY, TEAMWORK and CONVICTIONS. Haha!!!

But i think i am very impacted by teamwork. Haha!!! I think our CG will start to be a team that we will start to do things together as a CG. We will have fun together, do things together and like best of best friends. That we will share things that best friends will share within themselves and we will encourage each other and stand side by side and protecting each other's back. Haha!!! I dono, i just love the word team so much. Haha!!! Our CG will be a team man!!! Haha!!!

D50!!!! Arh!!!! I think it will be super powerful!!! D50!!!!! Haha!!!

D50 on the move?

2009-03-18T09:53:00.005+08:00

D50 on the move!!!

On monday, we went out with Jessica to minds cafe to play and eat lunch. Annlynn tag along with us too. Then we play play play play play play play play play play until 4pm. Haha!!! The thing was super fun!!! I like the last game the most. Which is the BIG taboo game. Haha!!!! I don't know why the last game is always the most fun. Haha!!! Maybe everyone went high on coke (get the joke??? I don't think so...). Haha!!! Anyway, the whole thing was very fun. After minds cafe, we went to walk around Bugis area, and we saw choong kai's brother. Haha!!! But choong kai did not wave to him. -.-'" I just found out about this on wednesday. Don't know why he don't want to wave. Haha!!!

Here are some pictures of that day. Haha!!!

(Godric's emo face... Haha!!!)

(Jessica talking in indonesian language, quite funny)

Haha!!! Jessica talk chinese is even more funny. Haha!!! She is a chinese but she took up malay. Haha!!! Weird.

The wednesday one was also very fun, But among the planning team only. Haha!!! Anyway, in the morning i went running with choong kai, then he say we run 2.5km or something like that under 15min. Then later both of us decided to run 2.5km under 15min so that our CG will be 15 by the end of June this year. Then it is super cool one, because when we run we run together then we keep encouraging one another. Haha!!! Then in the end we made it under 15mins!!! Haha!!! But the coolest was that after that run, the scenery was really very beuatiful. I did not took a picture of it, because i did not brought my handphone, but it was very nice and we listen to worship song and everything, and it is super refreshing. Haha!!! The jog was the most awesome jog i have ever jogged, seriously. Haha!!!

Haha!!! This is the fats that i have replenished after the run.

This is the Muthu's curry shop (or you can called it a restaurant)me and choongkai saw while we are walking towards mustafa (we took a loooooong time there). The restaurant is super duper high class. Haha!!! Choong kai was saying that if an indian was to work in this restaurant, he would be the world's most lucky indian. Haha!!!

Haha!!! We bought this from mustafa. We had a looooong time waiting for taxi that we decided to take the mrt. Haha!!!

Haha!!!! This two guys are fighting for some reasons.... Haha!!!

Wow!!! What a long post. Spend almost 1 hour on this post. Haha!!! No choice, life is just too exciting. Haha!!! Later D50 is having an outing in east coast park!!! Haha!!! I think it is going to be the most exciting outing ever!!! Haha!!! Who says the more the merrier? It can be with just a few people too. Haha!!!

That's all, bye!!!!

Yohoho!!! Awesome man!!! D50!!! :)

2009-03-16T00:58:00.004+08:00

Today is so zai!!! Haha!!!

Everything was so fun, and i can feel the D50 spirit coming back again. Haha!!! We did not really do anything for the past 2 weeks and all of us are just so wear out by school and stuff like that, but after today when lynette and dom encourage us to be happening, we really did!!! Haha!!! I think it is super fun!!!! The plans we had is just super fun!!! Haha!!! Can't wait for it man!!! Haha!!!

Go D50!!! D50 rocks man!!! :)

Exciting!!!

2009-03-13T14:11:00.002+08:00

No one seems to be tagging my blog so far. Oh no, is my blog gonna die soon? Haha!!! I don't think so... Haha!!! My blog so interesting... Haha!!!

Holiday is coming!!! Haha!!! It's so great man!!! Haha!!! But got a lot homework... Haiz... Haha!!! But so cool, at last can go out with friends!!! Haha!!! This week and last week our CG did not really went out with integrations. Haha!!! But we just ate in school and stuff. Oh no, our CG gotta be the most exciting CG!!! Haha!!!

Anyway, Julian is so zai!!! Haha!!! Seeing his life change is really amazing. Haha!!! Now i know how it feels... Haha!!! When you know somenone personally and he grows slowly. Haha!!! Super cool man!!! I am really excited for him!!! Haha!!! So cool!!!!

Ok, people come my house liao. Haha!!! So bye bye!!!

PUSH

2009-03-09T17:15:00.002+08:00

Hey guys!!!! Hahaha!!!! Today is a great day!!! The past was good, today is even better, but the fature's gonna be more amazing :) Haha!!! I got my chemistry results back!!! And that's the best result i got so far. Haha!!! 16 1/2 out of 20. Haha!!! Because i failed most of the other subjects. Haha!!! Anyway, you know how come i got so high marks? Because i went to watch "PUSH" with jamie, lynette, john, cedric, cheng meng, mabel and yolinda. Haha!!! Just kidding... Do you think it will help? Haha!!! I still remember lynette was asking me whether i studied for my chemistry paper after, then of course i said i have not, because i really have not study AT ALL. Haha!!! But you see my marks, it is still so zai :). Haha!!! You see this is what you get when you hang out with your leaders.... Haha!!! Just kidding...

Anyway, "PUSH" was really very nice!!! You guys really should watch it. Haha!!! I am just thinking of the 'movers' and the 'watchers'. Haha!!! These are the names of the people with certain powers. The 'movers' are people who are like jedi, can move things without with their 'powers'. Haha!!! And 'watchers' are people who can see the future. Haha!!! And i was thinking that we christians are like watchers and movers too!!! Haha!!! We have visions and we can kinda see the future (like 'watchers' :) ). We also pray for people and people fall under the glory of God, just imagine benny hinn. Haha!!! He pray for people then like people fly sia. Haha!!! (like 'movers') Haha!!! Quite cool ah... Haha!!!

Ok gotta go :) Do really watch "PUSH"!!! It is really nice :) Bye!!!

I love my God!!! I love my Life!!! And I love People!!!

2009-03-08T01:38:00.004+08:00

Today is a great day!!!!! Haha!!! Discipleship class was very zai, is very zai and will still be very zai. Haha!!! Ivan asked us what we value in life, and obviously, i am not sure. Haha!!! Then slowly he explained to us and slowly we get to know what he was saying. And what we value in our life defines us and we will start to influence people in these things that we value. Like Ivan, he values his family, so when he leads people, the people he lead will also value his family. Haha!!! Then very powerful ah. Haha!!! I still have to think about what i value. Haha!!! I can't wait to know what i value. Haha!!! Maybe figthing against poverty? Faithfulness? Detailedness? Haha!!! Never mind, i will know one day. Haha!!!

Anyway, i know more about BGR too. Haha!!! Because Ivan talked about it too. Haha!!! Super cool. Discipleship class is just too cool. Haha!!!

Today, i was reminded about my first love too!!! I did not do my quiet-time for quite long already and I was suddenly reminded about my first love. I remembered how God bring me up to where i am today. Last time when i used to do my quiet-time seriously, i always feel God's presence so strongly and He will always give me a revelation everytime i do quiet-time and everyday. And from there, i start to grow. Haha!!! I really feel that i can't forget about Him!!! No matter what happen to me, whether i am going to be rich, poor, influencial or having affluence, I must not ever forget about my God who brought me to where i am today. Who grew me and bring me up. Haha!!! I gotta stay faithful to my God man!!! Haha!!!

God is the BEST man!!!! Haha!!! Hallelujah!!! Haha!!! Anyway, I was late on wednesday. Haha!!! I think i gotta be convicted and be early man. Haha!!! 15mins earlier. Haha!!! Ok Great is our God!!! Bye!!!

Affluence to Influence

2009-02-28T01:13:00.003+08:00

Today was really really very powerful. Haha!!! I think community service is kinda my calling. Haha!!! Because i got really excited when Pastor Tan preached about community service and stuff, but to choong kai, it was just another service, although it was powerful. Haha!!! I think when i grow up i want to have affluence in the media industry and later have influence over the industry and start to change the world. Haha!!! Oh man. I feel so tired. Haha!!! Today was just a great blast!!! Feel like sleeping already, and yet i also feel like playing my guitar, experiment with my drumsticks, doing homework, let myself be globalised and also feel like catching up with my bible study plan. Haha!!! I am lagging behind already, so i must catch up soon. Haha!!! Ok, i think i am going to sleep, and do the rest tomorrow, which i think i should do some of the things. Haha!!! But... haha!!!! I am gonna sleep. Haha!!! Goodbye! :)

Love God, Love people, LOVE LIFE!!!

2009-02-26T22:29:00.002+08:00

Today is a great day!!!!! Haha!!! Although i went for detension. Haha!!! Detension today was fun, cooling, shiok and also exciting!!! The detension was actually suppose to be yesterday. Haha!!! But i postponed it to today. Haha!!! And yesterday i have to pay for my transport by coins, then quite irritating, but yet fun. Haha!!! Because i took bus mostly, it is cheaper. I think i got out of my comfort zone yesterday. Haha!!! And that makes me depend on God. Haha!!! Just kidding...

Anyway, today was exciting!!! Firstly, i got the game Left 4 Dead from my friend!!! Haha!!! Secondly, i got to know Miss Cecilia Ang better. When i was having my detension, scott and schvelle came to talk to Miss Ang, then they sat on the detension area as they was waiting for the rain to stop. Then i went over to talk to them. Then later Choong kai came. Haha!!! Then we were like talking about school and about church. Then it was really exciting. Haha!!! Miss Ang is really a teacher that you can talk to easily and you will feel comfortable with one, even though you may just know her. Haha!!! And i just found out she is quite an on fire christian. Haha!!! She knows her own church really well too. Haha!!!

Today was just super fun. Have a really great day!!! I think the future is gonna be amazing man!!! Life is so so so exciting!!! Anyway, choong kai today in class super crazy. He is a mad person. You can't imagine one. He can't understand the maths then he started scolding the teacher, ad the students around him. Haha!!! And then he laughed at himself. Haha!!! But that's actually his normal self. Haha!!! That's the choong kai i know. Haha!!!

"The choong kai i know, is crazy when he don't understands...

The choong kai i know, laughs at himself..."

Haha!!! That's all. Life's so exciting!!! Love life!!!!!!!!!! PEOPLE, LOVE LIFE!!!!!

D50!!! PRSS revival!!!

2009-02-22T01:43:00.003+08:00

Woah....!!! You know what guys!!! I think D50 is really growing!!! It is quite good. Julian is getting planted slowly already, then Guozhe he so zai, gave all his angpao money. Then Jessica is also coming back regularly. Haha!!! Keith is also coming back to church already without us inviting him. Haha!!! And it is just so exciting. Haha!!! I really can feel now the excitement when your CG grew from a small group to bigger and bigger group. Haha!!! I think this year we confirm can reach 20 one!!! Maybe even more than 20!!! Haha!!! Who knows? Haha!!! Cool man.... Haha!!!

D50's humble beginnings... Haha!!! Just so exciting!!! Haha!!! Gonna keep doing what we are doing and also start to submit and do what is preached on the pulpit as a CG, because now, our CG is on the dependent stage. Haha!!! I believe it is gonna be super exciting!!! Haha!!! Oh man!!! Life's so interesting!!! Haha!!!

But like what lynette say, we are going back to school again and the mundane is coming back and we can't just keep coming to church for events after events, but we need to also care about our academic grades. Haha!!!And that really spoke into my heart. Because I did not really did well for my academic for the first test. Haha!!! Gotta start to care about my grades already!!! Haha!!! Life's just so exciting. Haha!!!

Pasir Ris revival... Haha!!!

Inspired and everything's just so cool (expecially HOGC!!!)

2009-02-15T23:02:00.005+08:00

Hey guys!!! Today is just so exciting.... Yesterday was also very excting... And the day before was even more exciting... But tomorrow is gonna be SUPER EXCITING!!! Haha!!!

You know yesterday i was going home with weizhe and my brother, and we had a talk... and i found out that the children are really even more zai than i have imagined!!! Their maturity level and wisdom really really amazed me!!! Haha!!! We just have a talk about revelations and he suddenly told me and my brother casually to share our revelations to each other. And that was like "wow!!!" Right there i just had a revelation that i could share to my brother about my revelations and we could grow together when we share about our revelations. Haha!!! And right there i also suddenly feel that what Daniel said to me that the children are precious, is really true. They are really precious. Seeing how they speak so maturely and so pure and not corrupted just make me feel that they are really precious and they are the leaders of today, and it is like you just want them to grow to be great man and woman of God. Haha!!! I don't really know why i fell that they are precious actually, but i just feel that they are super precious.

Lots of interesting things happened and i also suddenly feel that tomorrow is gonna be exciting and everything is gonna be normal again, no more camp and stuff, which i think it is good. Haha!!! Have the spirit of evagelism again. Haha!!! Ok, maybe time for photos? Haha!!! I have a lot of photos taken over the months. Haha!!! Have fun looking at it!!!

Haha!!! All of this are taken during Heartfest. Haha!!! I have lots more in my com!!! There artistic pictures.... Haha!!! Show you guys next time. Haha!!! Anyway, Demian super cool guy!!! He plays maple!!! Haha!!! Ok, goodbye!!!

Valentine's day!!! HEARTFEST!!!

2009-02-13T14:58:00.002+08:00

Today was another super great day!!! Me, choong kai, godric and julian went to hang out with the sec ones today!!! Haha!!! It is really exciting to see how everyone of us have our own strengths. Haha!!!

Like choong kai. He really is a person that can connect with people and make their hearts open. Somehow, he have some kind of common thing to talk to people. I don't know why everytime there is a common thing to talk about. It is like endless one. Choong kai so zai lor. Haha!!! This must be his strength.

Then godric also very zai lor. Haha!!! Today, i can see that he is really making decisions already, and not just sit aroud. And the decision he make is also super wise and good!!! It's SUPER ok, not very. Haha!!! He just grow so much lah. Haha!!! It's really a 180 degree change!!! Haha!!!

And nt only these 2 are very zai... Haha!!! But julian is really growing too!!!!!! Haha!!! Julian is also very zai one also ok... Haha!!! Today he also got talked to the sec ones a bit here and there, and he is really more confident now and not always so quiet and shy anymore. Haha!!! Yar, and he is just very great ah... Super confident already. Haha!!! And that's great!!! Haha!!!

Yar, so this is my news report today and thank you for watching channel 5. This is Gavin Seah wishing you all a happy valentine's day. :)

NS? Doms?

2009-02-12T22:22:00.002+08:00

Hey guys!!!

Haha!!! My life is really exciting! Haha!!! Lots of things has happened and i reallyy want to blog all of them, but i can't remember all of them, so i will only be blogging about the sec 3 camp.

Haha!!!! Anyway right, just to tell you all. Actually at first, me, choong kai and the rest are actually wanting to go back to church straight after our "NS" (which is actually the sec 3 camp.) But in the end we went to eat lunch with friends instead. Haha!!! But we are incubating them. Haha!!! But better than we go home do nothing right? Haha!!! Then after eating, we all went home... Haha!!! But i went back to church!!! Haha!!! I have cafe at 4pm. Haha!!! Anyway, it was really good. After going to cafe, i am recharged, and no longer tired anymore. Haha!!! Oh man... but now, which is 1 day later, i am fleshly super tired. Haha!!! Maybe i should sleep early tonight. Haha!!! The sec 3 camp is just really like a "NS" like that. Haha!!!! I think when i go "NS", it is really a time for me to grow. During the camp, i am not allowed to use handphone, so i have to wait till the night where we are in our domS(dominicS?), then i am able to check my messengers and reply them. Haha!!! Then fr the 3 days, i am not really accountable at all. Next time, i gotta be more accountable man. Haha!!! It is really jialet man.

ok, maybe i should sleep already. Haha!!! Anyway, just remembered of something exciting!!! Haha!!! HEARTFEST IS COMING IN 2 DAYS TIME!!! Haha!!! Cool eh... I really can't wait for heartfest man. Haha!!! Ok, time to go, see ya!!

Life is Exciting!!!

2009-02-08T23:28:00.002+08:00

Hey guys!!!

At last!!! I am finally blogging!!! Today is the day before camping and i am staying over at julian's house!!! Haha!!! That's why i am able to blog, if not my house the computer got problem one, keep staying in chinese format, can't change to english format. Haha!!! Anyway, i think tomorrow is going to be exciting, but i don't think it is going to be as exciting as HEART FEST!!! Haha!!! I really can't wait for heart fest man!!! Haha!!!

Anyway, this few weeks is really exciting!!! Everything is like so funny, so crazy, and like so powerful also. Haha!!! Yesterday we had some random song singing session and peifen was like super high(as usual). Haha!!! And dominic was like laughing until super crazy.... Then dominic and garrett was like composing music for cafe. Haha!!! Then we had super a lot of fun. Haha!!!

Me, choong kai and godric also had discipleship class with charleston, and we get to know him at a closer level. We really had fun in the discipleship class and we feel more calm when we meet him now. He shared about his life and through his life we also learn about a lot of things. Haha!!! It is just super cool.

Wah.... Super tired... Am i not taking enough oxygen that is making me tired and maybe i am going to faint soon... Haha!!! Just kidding, just implying the sermon that dominic preached on saturday. Haha!!! Oh man.... Feel like blogging, yet very tired. Feel like not sleeping, but i am actually very sleepy. Haha!!!! ("So contradicting", says julian. This is always what he says to me ah... Haha!!!) Ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Haha!!!!!! Ok, maybe i should not blog already. Haha!!! Don't know when will i blog again. Haha!!! See ya!!!

Heart Fest 2009!!!

2009-02-03T23:36:00.004+08:00

Hey guys!!!!

This is the most exciting post!!!! Because, Heart Fest is coming!!!! Haha!!! Heart Fest will be on 14 February and I tell you, it is really really super duper cool. It is like a carnival like that, but it's even more cooler than a carnival. It has Rockband!!! Gutar Hero!!! You know all the cool stuff and also other than video games, there is also the "violent games" (Haha!!!) like Gladiator!!! Haha!!! It is really gonna be exciting man, just imagine you fight with your friend and then your friend fall down. Haha!!! Fun right? Haha!!! I don't know why, but i just love to see my friends fall. Haha!!! Just kidding!!!

There is also lots and lots more of games, but cannot tell you, because if i tell you then you know everything liao, then there will not be any excitement already. Haha!!! But i confirm you it is just gonna be super zai, super cool, super exciting, super exhilarating... Haha!!! You just gotta come. Haha!!! Cya there on 14 February!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Haha!!!

John the Baptist?

2009-02-03T23:26:00.003+08:00

Hey people!!! Today john is really very zai! Haha!!! He just took charge to answer the call by godric's parents.(Godric's parents are very upset and they wanted to see the leader or pastor.) John just say let me speak to them, then he talk to them and it turns out to be alright! Haha!!! He is very good! He agreed with his mother that studies are very important and he talked about academic excellence to his mum, and also told her that the church encourages their members to have good family time! And after everything, he also talked to godric and told him to really spend family time and also study. Haha!!! Yup... Haha!!! I think he can be a CGL liao lor. I think after he finish his follow up he will be a CGl le bah. Haha!!! I can see the future man... Haha!!! Cos i'm professor X. Haha!!! Yup, that's all, jst gotta know that john is really very zai and he is really rising up super fast. Haha!!! Will he be the next John the Baptist? Who knows, stay tune to www.fan-t-asy.blogspot.com to find out more. Haha!!!

D50 Polar Jump

2009-02-01T01:56:00.002+08:00

Whee!!! D50!!! The three musketeers is no longer going to be just three of us, but we are changing our name to the "si da tian wang"! Haha!!! Now ryan yap, choong kai, godric and me make up D50! Haha!!! I think it is gonna be awesome, because now we are separated into groups, focusing in different things and i think the future is gonna be amazing! Haha!!!

Oh yar, anyway, I titled this entry D50 polar jump is because just now i went to dominic's blog. Then i saw this very interesting game called polar jump. It is a game that you gotta make the polar bear jump as high as possible, but the higher you go there is more gravity or something like lah, then the bear will drop even faster. Then everyone in the tagbox was like writing about their top score in the game and stuff like that. So out of my curiosity, i played, and i find it interesting. Haha!!! At first i thought it was like a bit not fun, but actually it's very fun. Haha!!! So you see, don't judge a book by its cover. Haha!!!

Anyway, pastors wrote a birthday card for me!!! I was quite shock at first when shuyi called me and pass me a card from pastors. Haha!!! But i was really happy. Haha!!! And today we have a small talk with pastor lia!!! Haha!!! I feel that i am quite comfortable talking to pastors already! Not like last time, where i will feel nervous whenever i want to talk to them. Haha!!! Really want to thank pastors not just for the card, but really building me up, that i am now more confident and is not nervous whenever i see pastors or any leaders in church. Haha!!!

There is so many things to tell you all... Haha!!! Just really have a lot of fun with choong kai and godric that i can't stop talking about all the fun we have. Haha!!! Anyway, Choong kai is super duper great. Haha!!! He really grew a lot man... Now ah... Wah... Talk that time really like a leader sia... Haha!!! Like dominic... Haha!!! John also and all this people... Haha!!! They are all really growing man!!! And also the new christians too... Haha!!! Really great to see people growing... It inspires you to do things.... Haha!!!

P.S (I think i spent around half and hour to play the polar jump to get a top score of 2286m. Haha!!! This is radicalism man... Haha!!! Jus kidding...) Bye bye!!!

Reunion Dinner (Tuan Yuan Fan)

2009-01-26T11:40:00.002+08:00

Wow!!!!

Yesterday, the reunion dinner was super duper cool!!! Haha!!! Everyone was having fun and everyone was just talking anything under the moon!!!(because it's night-time) Haha!!! It is different from other reunion dinner we have last time!!! Haha!!! There is some kind of God-factor in this reunion we ate last night. Haha!!! Yestereday was just totally cool!!! Haha!!! Later we will be going to my "mm poh's" house!!! And the food there is really nice!!! I love the pohpiah, the curry, the "mo hiong" and lots more!!! All the food there is just super nice!!! Haha!!! And you guys still remember the pohpiah you guys ate when you guys came to my house? The pohpiah actually came from them, not made from my mother or my grandmother either!!! Haha!!! Super nice right? Haha!!! But the only bad thing after you ate the pohpiah is that you will have a lot of "air" in your tummy, and you will tend to "poot" a lot. Haha!!! You get what i mean right? Haha!!!

I gotta go prepare to go to "mm poh's" house already. Haha!!! So see you guys soon!!! Haha!!! And Happy Chinese New Year!!!

Asia Conference!!!

2009-01-24T18:50:00.004+08:00

Haha!!! Seems like quite a long time did not blog also. Haha!!! Just wanna say that i really miss Asia Conference!!! It is really super zai man!!! Haha!!! I really had a lot of fun there!!! And more than fun, the praise and worship, sermon and all that is so powerful!!! Even if you serve in usher it is still super duper powerful!!! Haha!!! Very shiok lor!!! I don't know why, i just like running about the place and rushing for things (especially rushing for the last train home!!!) Haha!!! Got the "刺激感" ah. Haha!!! Then need to sleep LATE and wake up EARLY!!! Haha!!! But it is still SUPER..... fun!!!! Haha!!!! City Harvest Church is really super zai!!!! But i think Heart of God Church will be even better next time man!!! Haha!!! Pastor Kong is really really super cool guy lor. Haha!!! Just imagine Pastor How will be like Pastor Kong. Haha!!! I think it will super duper duper cool... Haha!!! (I mean Reverend How and Dr. Reverend Kong) Haha!!!

So cool!!! Our church will like City Harvest next time!!! Haha!!! Or even better!!!! Haha!!!! Just imagine our church building is made of glass and it will be one of Singapore's most beautiful building. Then i think it will be super cool! Haha!!!

Then also imagine next time our worship team start to compose music and create albums. Haha!!! I think it will be super duper cool!!! Then different worship team have different style also!!! Haha!!! Cool eh? Haha!!! And also Shool of Worship may also become a real school which has its own preminces? Haha!!! I don't know, but i think the future is gonna be amazing man!!! Haha!!!

Bye bye!!! The future's gonna be amazing...

Happy Birthday!!!!!!!! To me... :) GAVIN!!! Haha!!!

2009-01-18T11:15:00.002+08:00

Hey guys!!!!

Super duper duper long........................ time did not blog already!!!!!!!! Haha!!!! Now i am in julian's house. Haha!!! Using his computer now. Was really fun.... from yesterday to today, because we went to watch midnight movie!!! Haha!!! We watched "Red Cliff II" !!! It was super cool to see all the "brain" people think of all the super zai strategy to their enemy. Haha!!! You should go and watch man... Haha!!! After the i went to sleep at Julian's house!!! Haha!!! That's why right now, i am in Julian's house!!! Haha!!! Having some "cold" fun with Julian right now. Haha!!! Because both of us are "cold"... Haha!!! Anyway, just have a lot of fun here!!! Too bad you not here... Haha!!!

Anyway, something really exciting happened this week!!! (I mean from last week to this week) Haha!!!! Because on 14 january is my birthday!!!! (Muahahahahahaha!!!! {hehehehe...}) Haha!!! Then from last week sunday up to today, every single day there is somebody wishing me a happy birthday!!! Haha!!! I am really happy this year. My birthday last year was great, but this year was even better, because it is like every single day there is someone wishing you a "happy birthday" eh... Surely will happy one right? Haha!!!

(Anyway, Julian is like walking around and feeling very sian now... Haha!!!) (Oh no!!! Haha!!! He saw what i type.... Haha!!! And he says he knew i will write this... Wow... What a zhugeliang he is, who can predict things... Haha!!!)

Anyway, back to the story, on sunday, lynette says she wants to meet choong kai and me, I thought she wants to meet us for some important stuff, it is like so serious... But in the end, she just wanted to wish us a happy birthday... Haha!!! Then i was like happy and also like those kind of "er..." feeling... Haha!!! But most of my feelings consists of happiness... Haha!!! Really very happy this year lah!!!!! Lynette gave me present... Choong kai kinda sabo me? Haha!!! And he shouted to the class that it is my birthday... Haha!!! (I think this is what it means to bless others even though they curse you? Haha!!! Because on his birthday i did the same thing... Haha!!!!) Then Yi Jie, Sea Tong and a lot of people wish me happy birthday lah!!! Then i am like so happy!!! Haha!!!

Anyway, i just found out that i can talk quite a lot of nonsense sometimes... Haha!!! Anyway, Valerie and Julian are really very funny... (Oops... I did it again... Haha!!! No lah, is "Oops she saw it... Haha!!!") (She laughing now...) (And Julian is like "........" Haha!!! Don't know how to explain...) Haha!!! ( Val say he is "tsk tsk....)

Anyway, haha!!! I think i have written quite enough... Haha!!! ( Anyway, Julian told me to say i am laughing now... HAHA!!! Actually is not laughing lor... I am just smiling :) Haha!!! {But laughing virtually.... HAHA!!!} ) Haha!!! Ok i think i really talk (virtually) too much... Haha!!!

P.S. Valerie ask me to say that the curry PORK? Haha!!! ( Anyway, don't know you get what i mean or not... Haiz... Because Valerie and Julian don't understand..... Haiz...) O yar, anyway, she told me to say that the curry PUFF very nice... Haha!!! Yup... That's all!!! Bye!!! Anyway, "HAPPY BIRTHDAY LYNETTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Haha!!! ( Choong kai, remember our plan ah... Haha!!!) BYE EVERYBODY!!! MUAHx!!!

Gotta blast!!!!!

2009-01-11T10:22:00.003+08:00

Haha!!! So long did not blog already!!! Haha!!!! I don't really what to write also, but i hope i will write something (which i am already writing now...). Haha!!!

Anyway, I gotta tell you guys that John and Godric are very zai!!! I really feel that John is really like a big brother in the CG man!!! Taking care of everyone and making sure that they are safe. You see, with John around, nothing can happen. He so macho plus he so "big brother", and also he make the way for Jesus you know... He is the one who baptist Jesus you know... JUST KIDDING!!! But he is just very zai lah... You know, everytime i see him i can see an aura around him one. Haha!!! Just kidding. He is just zai man, I don't know what to say than zai, because i am in Ranford's CG one, so i inherit the DNA. Haha!!!

Godric is so zai... Haha!!! This guy ah... I don't know why he is just so zai. Everytime i see him, I just feel he so zai... Haha!!! Anyway, he used walkie talkie in usher yesterday!!! Haha!!! Wow, he must be really faithful to the small things, so now he can do the big things. Haha!!! So cool man!!! He is really rising up man!!! Haha!!! And the things he post recently in his blog is super inpiring also!!! Haha!!! You just gotta go and see Godric's blog.

They just inspired me a lot man!!! They inspired me to be God-dependent again!!! We rise and fall through our spiritual walk with God. If we keep growing in the spirit, we will rise as well. And if we draw away from God, we fall. (I think it's something like that. Pastor preached about something like that before.) Then i think i too independent already. I need to be God-dependent again. Anyway, Pastor How and Pastor Lia is really the best preacher that we can ever had.

Oh no!!!! Urgent thing just came... Gotta blast!!!

Be Exalted!!!

2009-01-07T21:45:00.002+08:00

Whooooohhh...

Haha!!! Super long did not blog le. Haha!!! So this is school... Haha!!! Flood us with homework. Haha!!! (actually very little homework). Haha!!! Actually school is really not bad. It is actually very fun actually, only when it comes to the afternoon, I will be super tired liao. Haha!!!

Be exalted Lord in our lives!!! No matter what we are going through. Be exalted!!!

Oh yar!!! I remembered something. I created my own prhase. (I think) Haha!!! It is:

"History Makers, World Shakers." - Gavin.

Haha!!! Not bad eh? Haha!!! I know... Haha!!! Anyway CCC song very nice eh!!! Haiya... Don't know what to say. Gotta do my homework already. Bye!!!

A true blue Heart of God Church member.

2009-01-04T00:41:00.006+08:00

"We need to integrate this people, because this people are prayed by their friends for very long, then they came to church. So we need to integrate them." - lynette

Haiz... Why is church so powerful? You know, after i went to church, the words that seems to be normal for starts to became powerful. Words like " Rise Up!!! Too many rules, I rebel! ...." Haha!!! You know, on friday when we returned to school, we heard a lot of powerful words from the teachers. Like "I will rise up to take your challenge"(because students want to rebel). (They use all these words wrongly ah... We need to redeem the value in it and use it for the glory of God!!! Haha!!! Oh!!! Hallelujah!!! Give the Lord a big hand!!! [Clap...] If you wanna clap, give the Lord a big clap. [CLAP!!!] ). Haha!!! School is just super exciting ah... I think we will not draw away from God at all in school!!! Haha!!! Because every now and then, we are reminded by the words that teachers say (although some of them may use it wrongly. Haha!!!). School is just super fun... I think in class, only the HOGC people will be laughing in class. Haha!!! On the first day of school, we just found oursleves (choong kai and me) the only ones that was laughing the most in the whole class. Haha!!! That is a true blue HOGC member man!!!! Haha!!! There is just a laughing element in us (just like joker). Haha!!!

You know, today Pastor Lia preached about a true blue HOGC(Heart of God Church) member. Super powerful. She said that we used the church to build people, and not the people to build the church. And also she said that we are authentic and not plastic (which means, we people that are real...). And lastly, she said that a true blue HOGC member is that we are team players and not stars. The sermon was just so powerful. It really explains what a true blue HOGC member is like. Haha!!! Cool lah, you see John. He is just so zai. Have you read Godric's blog? You just gotta go read it. John is just super duper zai. He is really a other-centered person. This is call working as a team (Is it? I think so...). He is just too zai already lah. Haha!!!

(Yawn...) Wanna sleep already... Good night!!! A new year!!! And a great revival is gonna come in PRSS!!! ( Bong! [ko already {-.- if i am ko, i will not be typing already rite??? -.- quite lame sia...} ] ).

Rain... Sun... Earth...

2009-01-03T11:39:00.004+08:00

Why is it rain is so powerful?
Rain can help a lot of animals survive.
Rain can give us clean water to drink.
Rain can change a person's mood.

Why is the sun so powerful?
You know when the rain finish falling down, the sun comes out, and you will feel "wow..."
Sun gives animals light to see.
Sun gives animals heat.
Sun can change a person's mood.

Why is the earth so powerful?
You know, when the sun comes out, you go out of your house and nature is around you. There is water droplets on the leaves and the temperature is not very hot and yet not very cold. Then it is like you will feel "ahhh..."
Earth provides food for us to eat.
Earth is a place where all the animals and things is in.
Earth can change a person's mood.

You know what!!! All these things are created by God!!! Cool right? It can change a person's mood. Haha!!! Sometimes you want to let the rain just pour on you, then it is like very shiok right? But sometimes, you want to just let the sun shine on you right? Haha!!! And sometimes , you just want to lie on the grass and sleep right? Haha!!! Actually i feel like doing all that now eh. Haha!!! Why i so tired ah? I feel very tired now eh... Haha!!! Ok, i know what to do already. Haha!!! (Actually i don't really know what to do.) Haha!!!! Gotta go church soon already!!! I must go!!! And i will go!!! Haha!!! Okok, time to act. Bye bye!!!

Garrett's blog...

2008-12-28T02:56:00.003+08:00

If all our leaders can be tight for every new friend and
integration... we will definately grow...
The more leaders we have that are great shepherds and tight...
the more we will grow.

You know what, i found the phrase above from Garrett's blog. I feel that it is really really powerful... Wow... I think God really wants me to be tight for the new friends and integration... And really always thinking of ways to reach out to them. Haha!!! I think that is what God wants me to have next year? Haha!!! So now He is preparing me??? Haha!!! Cool eh... Haha!!! Next year is going to be amazing man... Haha!!! Anyway, Garrett's blog also said that "I think it is really cool to see how Charleston, Dom and Myself were holding up the services. Finally we have grown and risen up to a level where Pastors don't have to worry anymore..." and "Also I really think that it is really cool when Charleston, Dom and I work together... i think we make an awesome team. We are so different and at the same time we work together so well. We all have different strengths that complements each other... But more than just work... I think it's awesome to have friends like them. We have great fun working and playing together. Such a privilege to have grown up with them and to support Pastors together." Haha!!! Just imagine i will write this in my blog next time!!! Cool right!!! And we get to run the service and all that stuff. Supporting pastors together. Haha!!! Cool right??? Wow!!! The future is amazing... Like what Garrett said, let's not take things granted... :)

Wah...posted so many post in one night, i mean one morning. Haha!!! Not bad, ok, i think i really gotta go sleep le, bye bye!!!! Cafe tomorrow!!! Gonna be great :)!!!

Not bad Gavin...

2008-12-28T02:18:00.003+08:00

Haha!!! Just wanna say, i do quiet-time again, and now!!! I felt a little bit of His presence... Haha!!! Not bad eh... Haha!!!! Shall do again??? Yar!!! Haha!!!

Anyway, i went to check out jamie's blog, she named her CG "The wonders aka D1-ders". Haha!!! So shall we name our CG too??? I am thinking of "The fighters aka D50". Haha!!! Although not as good as jamie's one, but it is still super good... Haha!!!

Anyway, i also want to say about YAMAHA!!! I want to............................. COMPLAIN about it ah!!! Haha!!! (You think people who like music will like yamaha??? Haha!!! I don't think so...) The shop super irritating eh!!! So fast close the shop!!! Then so late open the shop!!! Wah sia!!! I just want to buy 6 strings for guitar!!!!!!! Is that very hard!!!!!!!!!!! (yar, if you want to buy from yamaha, it's hard.) Wah!!!! Irritating!!! It's like i there already, then still got people!!! But can't buy already... It's like won't take long what... 6 STRINGS ONLY!!!! WHICH MEANS 1 PACKET ONLY!!!! Just need to take, pay and zao... So hard??? Haiz... Still need wait until the other day... Wah!!! Irritating eh!!! (Singapore is like that... LAW BY LAW... Haiz...) Feel like burning the whole shop lor. Haha!!! (Next time if you see the whole shop kena burn, it is me who did it. Haha!!! No lah, crazy... I am just kidding...)

Anyway, let's not see at the negative side. Because today i receive a lot a lot of revelations? Haha!!! It is super cool... Preparing for next year man. Haha!!! I know next year is what kind of year for me already... Haha!!! Wah, so late liao, bye bye!!!

Create in me a new heart...

2008-12-28T00:54:00.002+08:00

You know what, today is just so powerful!!! Pastor preach in Zone F today!!! And she said that most of our lives is made up of ordinary days... Just like today!!! Where we just have an ordinary service, ordinary prayer meeting, ordinary day!!! But do you know that usually, "big" things happen in ordinary days... It is just the attitude of us facing our ordinary day that makes a difference. Sometimes, we can just live our ordinary days with just ordinary things, and nothing "interesting" or "big" happened. But we also can live our ordinary days with excitement and looking forward to something "big" to happen... You know, Pastor Lia have a inspiration of hosting a children church camp for her nieces and nephews at her house in an ordinary day!!! And from that, there is the nine stones and heart of God church... So we just gotta live our lives to the fullest everyday, increasing the value of our ordinary days!!! When school reopens, i believe there are even more ordinary days than in the holidays, but i believe lots of big things is gonna happen. Maybe one day, we bring a secondary one kid to church and who knows, he may be the next chraleston who brings a super big and zai revival into Pasir Ris Secondary School!!! So i am just so excited about school reopening, and also through this sermon, i also found out that i really really gotta go and live my life to the fullest and to the max!!!! I gotta slowly slowly increase the values of my ordinary days... Cool man!!! I believe that next year there is really gonna be revival in Pasir Ris Secondary School!!! (Anyway, what i wrote about the sermon is not really accurate. What to do, who ask Adam is my ancestor... Haiz... That's why ah, because got the inheritance mah...) Haha!!!

Anyway!!! You know what!!! I found something cool from fifi's blog, and me myself agree too. She said that sometimes we are too busy renewing things, like renewing handphones, renewing credit cards... etc. But we everytime forgot to renew our inside. You know today, i just found out that it is really very important to renew our inside. Sometimes after so many months and years of being a christian, we sometimes may drift away from God. You do not have the enthusiasm to worship God anymore. You do not have the fire to reach out to the lost anymore. And i believe all of us have been through all this and all of us will go through all this. So, that's why we gotta renew our inside and start the fire to reach out to the lost again... And be enthusiatic about worshipping God again... You know, today, i sang the song "A heart after You -CHC" during my quiet-time. (But also not very powerful. Haha!!! I think i too tired, that's why. Gotta do my quiet-time earlier next time.) The lyrics is like "create in me a new heart..." and then it goes on... This whole song i feel that is like renewing your inside and going back to God's path once again, where He wants us to reach out to the lost and worship Him with enthusiasm. And we want to be more and more like Him. Haha!!! (Oh man!!! Gotta try to get the presence of God!!! It is like so powerful one!!! But yet like nothing is happening... Lol....)

Haha!!! That's all... Hey! You know what, I really really like to talk like fifi, dominic, pastor and all this leaders. I love to share all this things man. Haha!!! It is like once i share about all this things, i am more awake and i can't stop sharing. Can i do this kind of entry for every post? Haha!!!

Anyway, thanks for reading... Has it impacted you again??? Haha!!! Hope it's funny too... I mean pray that it is funny too... Haha!!! (I don't hope, i pray man!!! Haha!!!) Ok, bye bye!!!

Let's take our school!!!

2008-12-26T23:25:00.002+08:00

25!!!! By the end of next year!!!!

Today, is just another awesome day!!!! I am really pumped up to bring revival to PRSS!!! Haha!!! We gotta reach 25 by the end of next year man!!! Haha!!! Wah!!! I think we gotta start to catch the heart of bringing revival to PRSS man!!!! Wah!!!! I am just so excited about nesxt year, just imagine that 25 people is gonna get save, or even 30 people. cool right!!!! I think our revival gonna be even zai than northbrook man!!! Haha!!! Ok ah? Set ah? Steady ah? Haha!!! Let's make this revival more zai than northbrook revival!!! Hahs!!!

Ok, that's all, LET'S BRING REVIVAL TO PRSS TOGETHER!!!!

(Anyway, for the last entry, i want to say that actually i like dominic one also, is confrim one. But i read that time i will not cry, but i am happy lah. Even better right? Haha!!! Yea... That's why... [dom my zone leader, of course dare not say the card not good lah...].) Haha!!!

PRSS REVIVAL 2.0!!!! 25!!!

PRSS Revival 2.0!!!

2008-12-26T01:41:00.003+08:00

PRSS REVIVAL 2.0!!!

Like what people say, PRSS Revival 2.0 will be better that PRSS Revival 1.0!!! Haha!!! Double anointing man, like how Elishah wanted a double anointing from Elijah (or is it Elijah who wanted a double anointing from Elishah??? Haha!!! Gotta read my Bible more... Haha!!!).

You know what!!! Jason from Children Church is coming to PRSS next year!!!! Yay!!! Another zai zai guy is coming to PRSS!!! Wah... This time ah, confirm revival already... Haha!!! Confirm one!!! PRSS REVIVAL 2.0!!!! We gotta get to know him man. Haha!!! We need to fellowship... Haha!!! Wah... I am excited man. This revival ah... Surely is a revival that no one have seen before one. Haha!!! I think this revival will be the zai zai of zai zai revival. Haha!!! Wah... Exciting man. Gotta start work as a team!!! (Not just only always me, godric and choong kai who work as a team. Haha!!!) And also this team will be the zai zai of the zai zai team... Haha!!! So many zai zai people inside... Like ME!!! Haha!!! And of course Godric, Choong Kai, Yun Kit, Rouming, Junyu, Chuan Yin, Randyne, Meiqi and lastly, our newest member, JASON!!! Haha!!! Next year is gonna be AMAZING man... Haha!!! Gotta take photo of this year... Haha!!! Then like the nine stones like that... Plus the northbrook revival... and also plus MJ... Quite cool right... Haha!!! Yea man... Looking forward to next year!!! Come on PRSS REVIVAL 2.0!!! HERE WE COME!!!

NEXT YEAR, PRSS REVIVAL 2.0!!!

(We really gotta take pictures for memory... I think it is gonna be super cool... Haha!!! Starting to have generations liao, like MJ. Haha!!!)

Love

2008-12-25T22:31:00.003+08:00

Hey guys!!!!
Thanks for the christmas cards you guys have made man!!! I really really like it so much!!!

You know what all the message you wrote really really cheer me up and bring a smile to my face!!! I just love it a lot!!!! But there's a few cards that really touches my heart. And that's Josephine's card. She is my SL(section leader) from usher, and i think she really wrote the card from the bottom of her heart. When i read it, i really wanted to cry. It is like she really talk about deep things, and not only like casual things. It is really like she knows about your character, and she talks about it. She said that i am really detailed to the small things, and she believe that God will use me to do the greater things, because i am detailed to the small things. So she really talks about deep things, that is why i am so touched by her card.

And i think i got a revelation too, from her card!!! Power right??? Haha!!! (I wanted to write it down, but it seems like i can't really write it down in a way where people can understand.) Haiz... (feeling sian, when it seems that i can't write down my revelation in a way where people understands.) Never mind, I try.(trying to write again...[anyway, i deleted the last one that i wrote].)

I think we can start to love people. Love people in a way that when you see the person, you will say hi. Love people in a way that when the person talks to you, you will answer him (you know what, there was once that i talked to a person, and he did not reply me. I felt very depressed, feeling "how come he did not reply me, is it i too irritating?" and the person is like not talking to anyone or is busy or what.) So you see, we gotta start to love people like we can't wait to see them. We gotta start to love people like we can't wait to talk to them. I know that sometimes, when we talk to new friends, or even friends, we will just talk talk and talk, and then we have nothing to talk about. But like what the leaders say, if you really love people, you will try your best to be their best friend. If you really love people, you will talk to them non-stop!!! Whether they are new friends, old friends, or friends that you can't really understand them when they speak english, because they come from another country and that is their accent. You will just speak to them!!! It is like "jiang bu wan de"(which means can't finish talking). Because you just love them so so much!!! And i think this is really what it means to really love people. You will just do lots and lots of crazy stuff, like giving him/her chicken essence when he/she has exams tomorrow and he/she intends to study the whole night, and it is already very late and you still have to travel very far just to give him/her the chicken essence. (And the list goes on...) Let's be people who love people. Hahahaha!!! But sometimes, you do not need to do these crazy stuff to love people too!!! Becuase if you love someone, you will can't wait to say hi to the person when you meet him.(We always do that in heart of God church, so i better do, because i am the one who says this. Haha!!! But i will not do it just because of this ah... Haha!!! I will do it with my heart lah... Haha!!!! So, i gotta start to love people and i believe this will come naturally man!!! Haha!!!) So just love people!!!! And all these things will just come naturally!!! ( I think...)

So I am gonna write the cards with my heart and talk about deep things!!! Haha!!! If i did not really talked about deep things in the christmas card i have wrote, you can comoe find me... Haha!!! Yup, so that's all!!! Bye bye!!!

FAITH, HOPE, LOVE!!!!

2008-12-23T01:04:00.002+08:00

fAITH
HOPE!!!
Love...

Cool!!!! You know what!!! I am really charged up to integrate!!! Wow!!!! This is really fresh new faith, fresh new hope and fresh new love... Haha!!!
I now really have the faith to go out there to do the best to integrate.
I now really can see the hope everywhere...
I now really have the love to go love the integrations!!!
And all this thing are not old faith, hope and love, but is fresh!!!! Haha!!!! Wah!!! Today is just too ZAI!!! Wah!!! Just too cool, i think this is going to be the time where we breakthrough and our CG will breakthrough and everything will break through. Haha!!! Cool man!!!! Wah!!! This few days ahhhh..... Can't really blog, don't know why, everything like jam sia. Haha!!!! OK, it is like so late... Oh no!!! I am like talking nonsense!!! AHHH!!! I think i gotta sleep, that's why.

Ok, i go sleep le, soon. Haha!!! BYe bye!!!

Exciting Days!!!!

2008-12-21T23:47:00.003+08:00

WHAT EXCITING DAYS.....

WOW!!!! What exciting days!!!! You know, the past few days was just so wonderful!!!! I just had a lot of fun!!!! You know, the day where we have dicipleship not only ends there, but it continues, but i too tired to blog already, that's why. Haha!!!! I remembered that Dominic gave us the Christmas cards that he wrote. I was so touched... I think if i were to be a girl, i marry him straight away!!! This kind of man, where to find... So busy with his work, but yet still find time to write cards for us.... Wah... Romantic man.... Haha!!! I think ah, when Dominic become even older ah, i think he will be the most romantic person. Haha!!!! He can plays the piano and you see his face, you look at him from the top to the bottom... Wow!!!! The romantic feeling is all around him... Haha!!!! So Jieru, will choose this kind of man??? Haha!!!! (Oh no!!! Should i blog about this... Haha!!! At the 2nd thought, i think its ok, because it's just a joke!!! It's just a joke, ok!!!! Get it right!!!! It's just a joke!!!! Haha!!!)

Yup... Then the service was also very powerful!!!! When pastor shared about faith... Haha!!! And i am now trying to memorise all the verses that pastor use for the sermon. I think i can do it man!!! Haha!!! (You see, i am agreeing with God... Haha!!!! I have faith ah... That's why God is so please with me... Haha!!!) Anyway, i memorise a verse already. "Hebrews 11:6 (NIV)- And without faith it is impossible to please God, because if anyone who comes to Him must believe that He exists and He will reward those who earnestly seek Him." Haha!!! Actually peep into the bible a bit lah, but still trying to memorise, not just in my BRAINZZZ, but in my Spirit... Haha!!!

This few days is just so fun!!!! There's a zone outing also, and it is really fun, we built sandcastle and that stuff, super cool... Just too many things too talked about, if i were to talked about every single thing that happens, i think it will take me quite some time. Haha!!! Just a few more to say, i will make it short.

Hong Rui said that he will be Pastor How.( For more information, ask Hong Rui)

And also, PRAYER DO WORKS!!! We prayed today, and it really works!!! "They" all really 'zi ji zhao shang men' one eh. Cool man....

That's all, actually got super more, but i think it will be too long. Haha!!! Yup, so that's all... See you next time on channel www.fan-t-asy.blogspot.com.

Speak loudly and confidently

2008-12-19T01:11:00.002+08:00

Hey guys!!! This week is really very crazy man... Super busy, because everything is like clashing with one another. Haha!!! But excitnig ah... Got the CGL and ZL kinda of "feeling" ah...(cantonese accent, like what fifi always do...). Wah, feel like sleeping!!! Ah!!! Gotta blog fast...

Yesterday (which means 18/12/2008):

We had our zone outing yesterday!!! It was super fun and crazy... Boon chin went too, and i can see that he really had a lot of fun, but too bad, we are unable to ride to changi airport. It's really a pity man... But never mind, there is always a second time right??? Haha!!! And i am sure that next time, we are going to go to changi aiport and beyond... (if there is beyond). Haha!!! yar then we make sand castle and water barriers and we played a lot of super fun games, and it's just really super crazy ah. Then after that we went to watch movie at the cathay. We watched bolt. I watched it the second time, but it is still super funny to me and it is still nice to me, although it is the second time i watched it. It is really super funny, expecially the hamster, even my cousin boon chin loves the hamster. Haha!!! I just love the outing so much, it is really super fun!!! You should go next time man...

Today (which means 19/12/2008):

Today, we had discipleship class. It was super duper fun, especially the part where we went on stage to speak. Haha!!! It is the best man... It is really exciting to stand on stage. It is like you get to share, and when you share, you can imagine yourself being like a leader sharing to the people, and it is really very cool!!! Whoow, if i could go on stage to share once more, that would be super awesome. I just like to share so much lah!!! Haha!!! Oh man!!! My eyes so tired already. Haha!!! Today is just a super great day, I can't tahan anymore longer, gotta sleep liao.

Bye!!!

Usher Outing...

2008-12-16T02:06:00.002+08:00

Today was USHER OUTING!!!

It was really super crazy and all that stuff... Haha!!! Usher is the most craziest ministry bah. Haha!!! Don't know what to write man... All my mind is just thinking of how to plan my life only man... Haha!!! Anyway, today i got hit by an egg for the first time. Haha!!! Wah sia lah, it's like super pain one sia. Haha!!! Actually i did not tio one, haha!!! Like godric, haha!!! I'm just standing beside godric. Then when i think the war is over, it is not over!!! One slow "tortoise"egg hit me out of no where. (That's why people say, slow and steady wins the race, and that's why the tortoise is able to win the rabbit in the race , and also that's why a slow and"tortoise" egg is able win the "war" and hit my head.) And then we have war and all that stuff, but we miss out the end times war, where everybody came for the last battle. Haha!!! Then when we came back, we see water bombs and eggs everywhere, but there was peace, even our rival is eating at our base. Haha!!!! Usher outing today is just too crazy, maybe can have outing for our other ministry also. Haha!!! Maybe this is all for today. I really don't know what to write eh... Anyway, I have long guessed that a lot of people will be blogging about today's usher outing. You see i pro or not...

Extension Pack from the previous post (JC= Jay Chou, Jesus Christ and Jackie Chan!!! A lot of famous people is JC hor. Haha!!! Of course lah, all want to be as famous as Jesus mah... Haha!!!)

Ok. Time out, time to do something else le. Haha!!! Bye!!!

Break his mindset!!!

2008-12-13T02:31:00.002+08:00

Time to blog!!!! ("Time to go"- dwarven sniper)

Today is super zai!!! "Break his mindset!!! - Pastor Lia". Pastor Lia prayed for me today!!! WOW!!! It's really powerful, just seeing how Pastor Lia saying a few can impact something into our lives and gives us revelation. For choong kai is "Generations! - Pastor Lia". Haha!!! Then he is like have potential in leadership, then God spoke to him about PRSS, then it's like he will lead the PRSS revival. Wah!!! I think he will be the next Charleston man!!! Like what we usually say... Gavin, Garrett (G), goDric, Dominic (D), Choong kai, Charleston (C). Haha!!! Cool man!!! As you can see, Godric is the only one with D in his name, so he will be Dominic :) Haha!!! I still remember that last time, we will day-dream about us being like Garrett, Dominic and Charleston, day-dream about Choong kai will play the drums and be like Charleston, Godric will play the keyboard and be like Dom, and i will play the guitar and be like Garrett!!! Haha!!! And you know what!!! We really are playing the instruments that we have been day-dreaming of!!! Choong kai is really playing the drums, i am playing the guitar and Godric have a interest in keyboard and is thinking of joining keyboard lessons. Cool right?!!? Haha!!! It's really cool to see all the things that we day-dream are coming true... Haha!!! I think when we day-dream about school revival, revival will really come man!!! Haha!!! Cool man!!! Like what Pastor say, "Do not be afraid to dream big!!! Big dreams makes big man!!!" Haha!!! So why not dream big today??? :)

Really have lots more exciting stuff going on in my life and just too much to add in. So i'm just gonna End my entry... :) Bye bye!!! Good night!!! I mean good morning. Haha!!!

(P.s. Anyway, Dom told me to put "I like Jay Chou last time, but now i like Jesus Christ, and they both are JC." Haha!!! You get it??? Yar... That's what he told me to put...It's just a joke [like what ryan yap will always say] )

crossing over (God's #1 fan!!!)

2008-12-11T01:54:00.003+08:00

Hey people!!!!!!!! You heard about Yiwen's family salvation thing recently? Cool right!!!!!! By looking at her life, i am pumped up to evangelise man!!!!!! Whoooooooooooooots!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am super duper pumped!!!!!!!! (Like how the hamster is pumped up in the movie "bolt")

Ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!! I crazy liao!!!!!! Haha!!!! Listening to "Crossing over- CHC" on valerie's blog some more sia. Haha!!!! Really making me crazy me man!!!!!!!!! I want to see the SUPER BARK LIVE!!!!!!!!! LORD OH LORD, I WANT TO SEE YOU POUR DOWN YOUR RAIN LIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANT TO SEE ALL YOUR SUPER POWER LIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hahahahahah!!!!! We are gonna beat down the green-eyed man, which is satan. MUAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!! (Evil Laughter) I am super carazy liao!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!! God's number 1 fan is ME man!!!! Haha!!!!!

I super crazy liao. Haha!!!! Gotta cool down, gotta relax man. Haha!!! Anyway, bolt is a nice show :)

Something powerful...

2008-12-09T23:17:00.003+08:00

Can i write something powerful today??? Haha!!! I think so...
Maybe this are some of my thoughts.
Maybe this are from God.
Maybe this is able to touch your life...

You know what, today i am just thinking why do we keep going to church for... Why do we keep doing the same things over and over again... Although we may encounter God differently in every quiet-time, but sometimes we are always doing quiet-time and we are starting to take it as a routine, and we may not feel like doing it for one day... But how come we still do it??? I just found out that it is fear that makes us do our quiet-time everyday. And it is fear that makes us go to church every week... Some of us is the fear of God, but some of us, we just are fearful to go back to the past, where we live our lives without God... Where we lived our lives without any purpose and destiny... Like what Pastor How shared, he is fearful that he do not have the anointing when he preaches, so he reads his bible everyday... And the worship team practice for so many hours, because they fear that one day, they are unable to bring down the presence of God to the people. So sometimes it is fear that really makes us do what we do everytime.

You know, today, i am just thinking of some negative stuff and i found out that i drew away from God. But it is fear that draws me back to God. Not really the fear of God that draws me back to God, but it is the fear that i will go back to the past where i lived my life without any purpose and destiny.

I hope that this thought of mine will impact your hearts, although i know that pastor may preached about this before, but i just feel like sharing this. Haha!!!

I know that just now, i did not really make any funny thing, but now let me tell you some jokes??? Haha!!! Actually i don't know what jokes also, but maybe i can tell you what happened today? Haha!!! (Not everything, maybe just about AMT.) AMT was super exciting eh!!! Haha!!!! I saw Yassy going around the church creating chaos. Haha!!! She went to pour water on the floor and draw marking on mirrors, television and other things with marker. Haha!!! And then everyone was like "Ahh!!! Faster follow Yassy, see where she is going to create disaster at." Haha!!! Then while everyone was crazy cleaning the church, the D5 gangs were either in the toilet or at downstairs having their dinner. Haha!!!!!!!! It is like so slack!!!!!! Haha!!! But you know, heroes always come late, so i think when D5 came to help, everything was under control... Haha!!!!

AMT was just so exciting... And me, Ranford, Godric, Nicholas and Zhilin was just standing there watching was all the fun. Haha!!! But i did help a little... Haha!!! I went to help wipe the markings on the cafe area, but am i suppose to help??? Haha!!! Anyway, i am not a servant of God, but a son of God, so i think, it's ok for me to clean it :)

Don't think i want to write so long also. Haha!!! So goodnight!!! :)

The Presence of God

2008-12-08T22:18:00.002+08:00

WOW!!! You know what!!! The presence of God is really super powerful. Today when i'm doing quiet-time, I just kept crying and crying like a baby in God's presence and i just feel that God is really wonderful ah. He is like a really Great Father of mine ah, having unfailing love for us and is always there for us ah. I think what people need the most is God's presence lor. It is like once i felt God's presence, i can never leave it, because it is like all i need... Haha!!! God's presence is just so great lah. I will never ever forsake my God man!!! Or give up on Him because of other things. Because God's presence is just so great!!! No matter how long i say about God's presence, i believe i still can't finish saying about God's presence, because it is just too Great already!!! Too Great until undescribable. Haha!!!

Super short entry right? Haha!!! But i think its going to be powerful, although it is short. Anyway, gotta tag my tagboard, no matter who you are, you gotta tag, ok? Haha!!! Thank you!!! Bye bye!!!

Johor Bahru

2008-12-08T21:20:00.003+08:00

"Best in Singapore, some say JB and even Batam ah..." Haha!!! Does that sounds familiar...

Today i went to Johor Bahru. Haha!!! (But i don't see any "PCK pte ltd" leh). Haha!!! It was quite fun... Haha!!! Actually we just went shopping in Johor Bahru..., but it was still quite fun, but super tiring. Haha!!! And i found out something. SINGAPORE IS TRUELY OUR HOME!!!

Once i reached Malaysia, i just feel totally different!!! The atmosphere is like "Malaysia" atmosphere. The atmosphere there is just totally different from the atmosphere in Singapore! I'm not saying that "Malaysia" atmosphere is not good, don't get me wrong. But i am saying that i am not use to the atmosphere in Malaysia. It is like you have went to a whole new different place. There is not a "home" feeling.

But when i'm back in Singapore, the atmosphere is different. There is a "home" feeling. It is like this is where i grew up and even when i take the train or bus there is also a "home" feeling. (The most memorable thing is the train and bus, because it grew up with me for the last 14, going to 15 :), years.) I just love Singapore so much ah. It is like everything here is "Singapore" atmosphere. Even the people here looks "Singapore". Everything here looks "Singapore"!!! Haha!!! (what am i saying man... Of course it looks Singapore, because this is Singapore what... Haha!!!) Singapore is just so great lah, no wonder Pastor Kong says that Singapore is his home, even though he is living in hollywood right now, because this is where he grew up and this is where he met Jesus Christ!!! Haha!!!

You know what, when i am in Malaysia, my life there is like so miserable. It is like i have go back to the past where i am still living my life without Jesus. It is really that kind of feeling, it is like i'm so away from Jesus... (It is like Jesus in Singapore and i'm in Johor Bahru) Haha!!! But actually when i came back to Singapore, my life is still quite miserable, but better a bit. Until when i reach home... :) I went to do quiet-time. "Boom!!!" Wow!!! God's presence touched my life... And my whole life is changed again... My life is no longer miserable anymore. Wow!!! I just love God!!!(more than Singapore...) He is really my Refuge. Whenever i need Him, He is there. I just so so love Him!!!

(Jesus can help you with your miserable life, so why not give it try and get to know Jesus... There is nothing to lose,but something to gain instead. If you want to know Jesus, why not you tag me, and I can help you know Jesus :) Remember, there's something to gain and nothing to lose.)

Wah!!! Super tired!!! I will never ever go overseas again. I will stay in Singapore forever, unless there is special reasons. Singapore is the best man!!! Because Jesus Christ is in Singapore!!! Haha!!! Just kidding... Jesus Christ is everywhere.

That's all i think. Haha!!! Bye bye!!!

short entry???

2008-12-08T01:04:00.003+08:00

I miss the Zone D Chalet!!! I was thinking about Zone D and HOGC. I just love them!!! I just love everyone in Zone D and in church!!! I think this is the best church man... Haha!!! Everyone is so cool in church!!! HOGC is just so cool lah, i love it man!!!

That's all i think. HAHA!!! Bye Bye!!!

(Thinking about my future... Haha!!! I think it's gonna be great!!!)

Light of the city...

2008-12-06T00:45:00.003+08:00

Hey people!!!

Today is another great day!!!! Haha!!! I played guitar for the worship session with the leaders of CEG D5, and i think i did quite well... Haha!!! But still can improve one, not only in the natural realm, but also in the spiritual realm :)

Wah, today ah jieru prayed for me to be anointed eh!!! ( Evil Laughter...) Then i can feel presence of God le. Haha!!! No lah, just kidding. I did not feel presence of God just because jieru prayed for me, but i think it is because i have the urge to want God's presence... During my quiet-time, it was super power, never had this powerful quiet-time for one week already i think. Haha!!! If everyday is like that ah, wah..., power sia... I think it will be like power until like there's no tomorrow ah. (Of course lah, because after u have a powerful quiet-time, then the next day powerful again, then it is like everday very powerful, so that's why it is like no tomorrow [You know what i am talking about? If you don't never mind, because i don't really know what i'm talking also... Haha!!!] )

Today jieru is just so zai lah, she prayed for me leh. Then she prayed that i will be anointed in playing the guitar and also be a great leader that prays for people and the people i pray for are going to fall in Glory of God... Haha!!! Wah... After hearing what jieru prayed for me ah, I suddenly feel that i'm very anointed and feel that next time i will be praying for people, then they fall in the Glory of God. ( congregations: "WOW YES!!!") Haha!!! Cool man!!! I just gotta rise up to a whole new level man!!! ( the whole church: "AMEN!!!") Haha!!! :)

There is just so much more to talk about and is like too much already. But there's one thing that i must say, "thanks". A lot of people have been saying that my blog is really funny and yet inspiring and all that stuff, so i really must thank you for your compliments, but to me, they are encouragements... I have a vision to impact people through my blog and I don't really think i can ever go on wrting without your compliments/encouragements, so really really thank you. :)

I believe that one day, this blog will be the most famous blog on earth and it will get lots of lives save, but most importantly, it will be the light and salt of the world. :) Haha!!! ( everyone on earth: "AMEN!!!")

Pastor Kong and CHC is just so great!!! I love them and also HOGC of course. :) I will be the light of the city!!! I will shine His light!!! Haha!!!

Amen!!! ( Must end with Amen! Haha!!!)

AHH!!! HELP ME LORD!!! I'm dying...

2008-12-05T02:37:00.002+08:00

AHHH!!!!

Backaches!!!!
Fingers pain!!!
Shoulder aches!!!

Wah!!!! Today is like super crazy man, everywhere pain and ache. Haha!!! ( But never mind, at least i still can smile :D ) Long time did not post le bah, i think, valerie is like asking me to update... Haha!!!

I don't know why ah, when i worship God, i can't really feel God's presence!!! Ahhhh!!!! Feel like dying already... Haha!!! God really is my core man. Without His presence, backaches, shoulder aches and all kinds of things appear... Wah!!! I really need God right now!!! ( I must be too busy with the things i'm doing. I gotta take a step back and chill... in God's presence...) Anyway, do you know why my fingers pain? Haha!!! Because i play my guitar, then i don't know why, it feels so painful when i play. Not sure is it the strings or what, but i don't think it's the strings, i think it is because i can't feel God's presence and that's why everything is just so crazy!!! If it is because of God's presence ah, i think God is really my core of all cores ah... WAH!!! I'm like dying already!!! HELP ME LORD!!!! HELP ME!!! .......( k.o.) X( <--(I'm dead...)

Life is interesting!!! (and i smell curry...)

2008-12-02T23:03:00.004+08:00

Yesterday:

I went for swimming yesterday with Zone D, and it was really fun!!! Everyone was just hanging out together and we are like one big family!!! Haha!!! After swimming we went to eat dinner, and by the way we went to jurong to swim, the food in the west is just super nice and attractive!!! You just gotta go there, all the food they present it nicely in those very classic bowls and plates, and it not only looks nice, it taste nice too!!! I ate curry chicken with rice and it is super duper nice, but Choong Kai and Godric ate the bake rice thing, and they say not nice, but it is nice to me eh... Haha!!! (Maybe they drank too much of the swimming pool water, then whole mouth is chlorine) ( Laughter...) The food is just so nice lah, no wonder Dominic stays in the west, haha, food guru...

Then after dinner we went to watch movie!!! The movie is the super duper nice part!!! That's why it is the last thing that we did yesterday, because it is the GRAND finale. Haha!!! We went to watch "CHIHUAHUA!!!" haha!!! It is super funny and interesting and etc. etc. etc. Haha!!! After the movie, Godric went crazy. He sang the "lalalala.... CHIHUAHUA" that song leh. (I know some of you don't know what song is that, but just know that Godric is crazy at the point of time.) Godric is just super crazy lah, he high too much already, it's OVER already. Haha!!!

Everything was just so fun yesterday and I just found out that my secrets are getting more and more exposed... Godric and Choong Kai ah, everyday go crazy with my secrets... Haha!!!

Today:

Haha!!! Time to talk about today!!! Haha!!! Today is an interesting day. Haha!!! Today i was suppose to reach church super early one!!!!! But the bus driver drive the bus super slow leh (a lot exclaimation marks). He is super irritating leh!!! He forever first gear one sia, from my house to eunos mrt, he keep driving at first gear leh. It is like super slow leh. I feel like going to the uncle and strangle him lor. Haha!!! But of course i did not lah, if not now i in jail already. Haha!!! Anyway, even though the uncle is irritaing and it is kinda bad thing for me, but today is still a great day!!! Because it is very interesting man, got good things and bad things. Haha!!! That's why i love my life so much!!! It is like so interesting, got good things and bad things, if your life everything good thing also sian right, but if your life everything bad thing ah, then i think it is like hell already. Haha!!! But your life can't be everything bad one lah, surely got something that is good one. Haha!!! And i don't everyone's life is so perfect that everything is good right, surely got something bad also. Haha!!! Anyway, everyone's life is just so interesting ah, is just how they see it only lor. :) So you just gotta see your life in a good way lah, rather than all those "emo" ways. Haha!!!

Today i also learn more about music!!! I not only know it in my brain, but i started to feel that the music i play is gonna have power in it, it is not only gonna change the emotions of people in the natural realm only, but it gonna start to bring the peace of God and the love of God down into the spiritual realm. I can't wait to perform on stage in school!!! Just imagine that even though i am playing non-christian songs, i am able to bring the presence of God down to the people. Haha!!! That is just so cool lah, that no longer i am playing music in the natural realm, but i am starting to play music in the spiritual realm lah. Haha!!! Cool man!!!! Can't wait to graduate from SOW!!! Haha!!!

That's all for yesterday and today. Gotta go play dota with Junyu le, still owe him a promise. Haha!!! Bye!!!

Humility

2008-11-30T23:59:00.004+08:00

Tired!!! Fun!!! Crazy!!! Exciting!!!

Today was just so tiring, but yet fun, crazy and exciting!!! Haha!!! Everything was just so fun and excitning. The presence of God was just in the service and at the prayer meeting. It is so strong that pastor started to pray for people, and it is just so powerful. Pastor also preached about humility, and he said that humility is not about being "paiseh", but is about knowing who you are, where you come from and where you are going (which means you need to have confidence in yourself). The percussion lesson that i went to was also super shiok, because i get to learn more cool stuff... Haha!!! And the meeting with Ranford was also super funny and good also lor, have a lot of fun with godric, ranford, zhilin and choong kai, And also i learn a lot of things from there too lor. :)

Next week is CANDY WEEKEND!!! I want to go eat the ice cream next week. They say it is the ben and jerry's ice cream eh. Haha!!! I think it is gonna be cheap and tasty man... Haha!!!

Oh no!!!!!!!! I just can't blog properly today!!!! I think i am just super tired today. Haha!!! Tomorrow i think it is going to be exciting. Haha!!! So i better sleep early.

( "impacting lives through my testimony"-Gavin ) Haha!!! Finally, i have a reknown phrase. Haha!!! Just kidding...

Day of praises

2008-11-30T01:38:00.003+08:00

Today is the day of praises, because me and my brother are being praised today!!! Haha!!! But instead of us being praised, Jesus is also being praised!!! Haha!!! And today is just so cool and awesome!!! I don't think i will be talking too much today. Like what my pastor say, he/she will preach a mini skirt sermon, short enough to be attractive and long enough to cover the important parts. But for me i'm not going to preach, but maybe i'm going to share... :)

Maybe i'm not going share about what happened today, but maybe about the things that dominic share to me... or the things that he do that impacted me so much... I remember that he says that sometimes when things happen too often, we just do not treasure it as much as for the first time it happens. It is like chinese new year, you all feel more and more sian when u celebrate chinese new year more and more right? It is like a very "sian" routine right? But i remembered that he said that we just need to do these "sian" routine with the same effort, same joy, same excitement and same attitude as we did it for the first time. So why not i challenge you all today to go to school everyday with the same effort, same joy, same excitement and same attitude as you have went to the school for the first time. I believe that it will be exciting instead of "sian".

I also remember that he always will talk to me whenever he is free and really talk to me as his friend lah, it's not like he look down on me or what, but talk to me as his friend lah. It is like a 20 year old guy talking to a 14 year old guy. For the world outside, i don't think even a 20 year old guy will even talk to a 14 year old guy like me, but instead, i think he will say that i'm childish and he will go away from me. But this guy, he did not only talk to me as his friend, but he also played with us the games that usually a 14 year old guy will play, all those kinds of crazy stuffs. And he is just so cool and he just impacted me so much! You know what, he did not despise me as a youth. He believed that i can do great things as a youth. But for the world outside, they say that you are too young to do great stuff. But i think that we ourselves as youths, should not despise our own youths, but really really believe in ourselves that we can do great things. Not great things as in poseesion, money and all that stuff, but why not do something even greater. Why not we try to change this world into a better place. :)

So there may be some people who thinks that how come dominic is just so open to children despite his age or maybe you may think that the lives we are living are just full of purpose, and you really really want to why.
I tell you, the answer is Jesus. So if you really really want to know this Jesus, maybe you can tag me and we can be friends and i can tell you more about Jesus.

But for those who don't really want to know Jesus, don't feel that this post is for the christian christian thingy, but i think you can apply these things in your life also lah, and i think that it is going to be useful for your life. :)

Wah!!! Ended up so long. Haha!!! No wonder sometimes pastors want to keep going on. Haha!!! I know the kind of feeling already. Anyway, hope that you enjoyed this post, and my posts is not everytime the same thing, "what happened today", but i hope that you will enjoy these kind of posts too. So there will be more varieties... Haha!!! :)

Visions and Dreams...

2008-11-29T02:43:00.003+08:00

Hey people!!!
It's been a tiring night. What am i doing when it is already 3am in the morning!!! Haiz... Haha!!! You know why, because today we talk about visions and dreams during CG (connect group). Ranford said that we cannot easily let anything distract us from our visions and dreams. And one of my visions is to impact lives through my blog!!! So I'm not letting this "3am" to distract me away from my vision!!! "3am" is just number and alphabets... just distracting you away from your vision and giving you a mindset that you need to sleep because it is late, but i think saving a person's life is even more important than sleeping, and the "3am" can't even be compared to a life lor... "3am" only got one number and two letters, but a life is more than numbers and letters lor, it's like... A LIFE lor. Haha!!!

Anyway, today's CG is very awesome man!!! Josh is playing guitar for CG and the presence of God is just there and it is just so powerful ah. I just realised that worship is very important, because once you have the presence of God down when you worship, then later on when the leader preach the word, it is easier for him to get the message through to the people in the CG too, so when i play the guitar for worship i really really need to bring the presence of God down man :) Haha!!!

Speaking of guitar, I went for SOW (School of Worship) audition. Everything was super cool!!! Haha!!! Daniel was just so funny and all that, and although it's audition, i still enjoyed myself in the audition lor :) Haha!!! Everything is just so fun in life lah!!! I just super duper love life lah!!! I also love God and the people out there too!!! Everything in this world is just too wonderful!!!!!!!

My visions:

meeting the needs of Pasir Ris Secondary School
impacting lives through music
impacting lives through my blog and the life i have!!! I LOVE MY LIFE!!!

Haha!!! I spend 15 mins doing this. Is it long or short? Haha!!! Gotta do QT (Quiet-time) loh!!! Haha!!! Bye bye!!! :)

Slacking sometimes may be very irritating.

2008-11-27T23:28:00.002+08:00

Slacking sometimes may be fun.
Slacking sometimes may be boring.
Slacking sometimes may be stupid.
Slacking sometimes may be silly.
Slacking sometimes may be IRRITATING!!!

Slacking sometimes may be very irritating eh!!! Today actually me, choong kai and godric are suppose to go to junyu's house and destin's house, but after we found out that we can't really go to junyu's house, we slacked instead of going to destin's house!!! And that is really a stupid decision!!! That's why slacking is so irritating!!! Is like we miss out an opportunity to impact a person's life!!! I remembered what Ranford said that he is going to use every single moment of his life to impact people's life, so we shouldn't have slacked!!! Aiya!!! Haha!!! But never mind, we fellowshiped with each other also :) Haha!!!

That's why I love life so much!!! It is like there is never ending excitement, joy, advantage and fun!!! Haha!!! (Everytime you think that "today is a bad day", but guess what, you're wrong, Jesus come into your life and "bam!!!", your life is full of excitement and fun...) <-- Just trying to act like pastors. Haha!!! Today was just super great lah!!! Haha!!! And i also learned that i should not slack any more. Haha!!! No lah, just kidding... Oh no!!! Why so fast then 12 plus le!!! Haiz... Haha!!! Gotta sleep le...

fantasyinChrist says, "Goodnight!!! Love God, love life, love people!!!"

loving life as my leaders does!!!

2008-11-27T02:25:00.004+08:00

Feel like blogging even more..., so i am gonna talk about today!!! (Today, I'm leaving all my troubles behind...) Haha!!!
I went to play soccer with Junyu today and some other friends... and a lot of them got blister, junyu had blister till he can't even walk properly, but he still wants to go play lan, this shows that he really likes to go lan??? Haha!!! Just practising how to answer my history questions... Haha!!! (Get what i mean???)
Then actually i said that i am going lan with him, but when we reached the bus-stop, i "pang seh(ed)" him, which i think i should actually "shuo hua suan hua" next time... Haha!!! Anyway, the soccer was very fun and scary... I am the goalkeeper, but instead of blocking the ball, i dodged the ball, because the ball was just too painful!!! I think can kill people one lor like that... But the worse part was that someone took a video of me dodging the ball... as a GOALKEEPER!!! Oh man... I think i am really very "pai seh". Haha!!! But at least i still can laugh. Haha!!!
We also went to julian's house, and i realised that julian really can play the piano!!! I think he is gonna be the next dominic... Haha!!! "Mai siao siao hor", better respect him... Haha!!! Just kidding... But julian really can play the piano until very fast eh!!! Its like "wow"!!! Haha!!! We really had fun there too, with the piano. Haha!!! Today was very fun, and i hope that holidays may be longer, but i also can't wait for school to reopen, so that we can shine God's light to our whole school!!! Haha!!! Oh no, it's 2.55!!! Time to sleep...

P.S. ( Just found out something that rhymes: we are having fun under the sun) Today is also a hot day, we played soccer uner the hot sun man!!!

Blog-hopping... It is actually very fun and also can be exciting!!!

2008-11-27T01:58:00.006+08:00

Hi guys!!!
You know what, from today onwards, my blog would not have any short forms already, because i am just so impacted by our leaders blog!!! Their blogs are just so "zai"!!! Haha!!! So in order to be like them, i have decided to imitate them and not use any short forms. Haha!!! Just kidding... (i think i shd use short forms, like tat easier. Haha!!!) :)
Haha!!! Anyway, reading my leaders blog is really exciting!!! Their lives are just full of excitement!!! It's like so fun everyday!!! Haha!!! I learnt a lot of things from their blog too! Dom said that we need to do things with the same effort, same joy, same excitement and same attitude of when we had done the thing for the first time. Anyway, i have rephrased it!!! Oh no!!! I should not have rephrased it!!! If not i will be like adam!!! Haha!!! But it is something like that, if you want to know the real thing, go to dom's blog, which is...(you need to go blog-hopping). :)
Haha!!! It is really very funny also ah, it's like dom has made his own "powerful" message, which is really very powerful... lol (laugh out loud, no short forms) :)
The way he put it is like ("we need to do things with the same effort, same joy, same excitement and same attitude of when we had done the things for the first time."-Dom) Haha!!! It is like one of the photos in church where a person says..."I have a dream..." Haha!!! But it's good, this proves that he is "zai, good, pro and absolutely nothing to say, because he is just too... nothing to say..., you know what i mean..." Haha!!! Yar, so today, it is just so exciting, and just change my mindset of blog!!! Haha!!! And i am also gonna cherish every moment of my life and every moment i have with my leaders!!! I love Heart of God Church!!!!

Asia Conference 2008!!!

2008-11-24T01:01:00.002+08:00

WOOTS!!! Asia Conference was a blast man!!! It was super duper cool. It just end today. Today is the last day, and i saw jj lin and liu geng hong live, and eveything was just so cool, the presence of God was there too, and it is just so cool. Haha!!! I was ushering for the Asia Conference for all days, except for saturday, because we got the C3 Band in our church!!! haha!!! A lot of you missed it right...? Haha!!! Usher was very fun lor, although there is a lot of people and it's quite squeezy and tiring to stand for so long, but everything was fun, exciting, and.... just super duper fun!!! Haha!!! Then they 2010, they will have another one!!! Like what pastor said, "you ain't see anything yet!" Haha!!! Yup... So I think the next Asia Conference will be even better!!!!! Haha!!!

C3 Band...

2008-11-17T15:03:00.002+08:00

The C3 Band are coming!!! Haha!!! I am super excited about the C3 Band coming to HOGC!!! I think it is super duper cool!!! They are coming on the 22nd of November, which is this week!!! But the thing is that Pastor Josh Kelsey is unable to come!!! Haiz... That is super sadded man... Haha!!! He is a super cool Pastor ah!!! He is the first Pastor that i have ever seen that wears a skinnies a preach!!! Haha!!! Cool right!!! Haha!!! He is really an awesome guy ah... Haha!!!
But even though Pastor Josh Kelsey is unable to come, we still have the C3 Band with us!!! Haha!!! They are the really super cool people. You can watch the video that is on youtube. This is the link, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HhlymbWRqjw. It is super duper nice and awesome... Haha!!! You gotta watch the video. And you know what's my dream??? My dream is to become like the singer in the C3 Band. The one with the red shirt. Haha!!! He sing super good and super power one right??? And yet plays a guitar right??? Haha!!! You see, super awesome right!!! HAHA!!!! So you gotta come for it leh, I think it's gonna be very awesome... Haha!!!!

Strike it!

2008-11-17T15:00:00.000+08:00

WOW!!!!!! Haha!!! Yesterday was fun right??? Haha!!! You guys can ask timothy and destin. I think we really had a lot of fun. Haha!!! Timothy went for the service and he really enjoyed it lor!!! Haha!!! He don't want to go at first, but he went at last... Haha!!! But timo, you did not regret going right??? Haha!!! Then after the service was also very fun!!! Destin, choong kai, godric, jonathan, carlo and me keep playing tao pok. Haha!!! It was really very crazy, then destin also don't want to play at first, but he also play at last. Haha!!! And i think he like the feeling too... Haha!!! Destin... Bully people ah... Haha!!! Then we also play captain's ball. At first, we are winning one leh!!! Because we have a good defender like destin, jump so high... Haha!!! And also good strkiers like godric, choong kai and johnathan. And of course lastly, we also have a good captain like me eh... That catch the ball... Haha!!! Jus kidding... But yesterday was really very fun. Haha!!!
Oh no!!! Now is 3:40 le!!!! Haha!!! Gotta blast!!!

The Power-Pack Weekend!!!

2008-10-24T22:09:00.000+08:00

Haha!!! The Power-Pack Weekend is coming!!!! Yay!!! You gotta come for the Power-Packed Weekend!!! It is gonna be super cool!!! It is at the 3rd, 4th, 6th, 7th and 8th November. You gotta come man!!! Nick Vujicic is really a famous guy, and Rev. Kong Hee is also a really famous guy, who always appearing on the newspaper. So you really gotta come, I believe that you will be blown away in just even one of this days.
Nick Vujicic is on the 3rd and 4th November. He is a guy born without hands or even legs, simply, he is just a 'body'. He himself can already speak a thousand words. Normally people who is like that will just go emo, but he is still so strong. Actually emo-ed before, but God came into his life and touch him, so he just changed totally. Cool right? If you want to find out more, come for the thing!!! Haha!!!
And for Rev. Kong Hee, he is also another great man. He is like super cool and all that, if you want to find out more, come for the thing lor. haha!!! He life story and everything is also very interesting and powerful also, so fasten your seat belt, and get ready to get blown away. Haha!!!
(There are videos of Nick Vujicic, you may like to watch it?)

Everyday's a GOOD day!!!!

2008-10-24T02:03:00.000+08:00

Haha!!!! I have found out something!!! EVERYDAY'S A GOOD DAY!!! Haha!!!
Some of you may think that life is so worthless, everyday also got bad things happen, but actually everyday is a good day!!! Haha!!! I have a lot of fun everyday!!! Haha!!! Last time I everytime emo one, think that life so boring and all that, but after i accept Jesus into m life, i feel totally different!!! 'Shuo lai shuo qu', it is all because of Jesus lah. Hahah!!! He is all I need man!!! Hahah!!! I like every post introduce one song like that. haha!!! This post is talking about the song 'All I need' - C3.

Anyway, yesterday was great!!! I felt God's presence quite strongly!! It is like super duper cool!!! Haha!!! It is really a long story. Anyway remember to come for Nick Vujicic!!! It is gonna be awesome man!!!

Haha!!! Hope my blog will nicer soon, HAHA!!! BOOYA!

Shiok!!! Exams are over!!!!

2008-10-09T21:33:00.000+08:00

Haha!!! Shiok man!!! I have finish my exams!!! And Christmas is also coming soon, great salvation is also coming!!! Great man.... comes great responsibility. Haha!!! Just being random, so that is why our leaders are given great responsibility, because they are great spiderman who can swing where ever the church needs them. Haha!!! Zai lah they all. I must really grow in God in this period!!! And also inivite friends!!! Haha!!! And also is a time to revive my blog. Wait and see my friends, i believe that my new blog is gonna stun you, like how the fuzzy wuzzy little bear stun you. Haha!!! And also i am 1 year old!!!!!! On 15 september, it is my birthday. I have walked with God for one year!!!! Still have a eternity more years to go, and that's good!!! Like that I also can see the End Times and fight along with the Lord!!! So exciting man, 1 year has just pass like that. Haha!!! Can't wait to see what is up next on the rest of my life. The journey with the Lord is exciting, come join me and my friends on this journey of excitement with the Lord, and i confirm you that you will not regret. It is not any disney adventure or what, but it is an adventure with the Lord. So i really hope you would join us on this journey with the Lord.

Help me!!!!!! don't let my blog die!!!

2008-10-04T13:16:00.000+08:00

hey people!!!
you gotta HELP ME!!! Be like Jesus, help me k? It is very easy, just cometo my blog and just see can le. Haha!!! My blog is dying!!! You gotta save him!!! let him have eternal life and not eternal death. Haha!!! You nth to do that time then come my blog visit him. Integrate him, so that he will feel that we really care about him!!! haha!!! I will add tag and all that soon, most probably after exam. So, don't let my blog die!!!! Thanks~!!!!!!!
C3-Help me <-- go listen to this song!!!!
booya!!! bye!!!

Teachers' Day!!!

2008-08-30T02:29:00.000+08:00

Happy Teachers' Day!!!
Yesterday was teachers' day and it was quite fun!!! haha!!! We have flag-raising in the morning, follow by performance, then celebration!!! Haha! I know I a bit like a organiser (Firstly, we have flag-raising......) Haha!!! Anyway, the performance is nice. Haha! I planning to perform something funny next teachers' day, I think. Haha!!! The party was quite fun also. We did quite a lot of stupid things. Haha! Carlo and nicholas was also there also!!! They're talking to Miss Soh, haha! A lot fu things happen lah. although it may not seem to be fun, but its fun! haha! How I wish next year's teachers' day all the teachers will come to Heart of God Church to celebrate teachers' day after school. Haha! Then they could try my coffee from cafe :D Haha! Anyway I believe that there will be a MAJOR REVIVAL (whole school revival) in PRSS!!! It will come to past soon. It will come to past next year!!! Haha!!! I have faith man!!! then we will start to impact other schools and our neighbourhood. Haha!!! How great is that!!! Anyway we will PUSH!!! Haha!!! All the way PRSS Revival v2.0 aka Major Revival aka Whole School Revival!!! Haha!!!

Bookmark project!!!

2008-08-30T01:19:00.000+08:00

Hey guys!
Long time did not post already!!! haha!!! A lot of things happened for the past few weeks and it was super cool. I really like to blog about every single one of them, but i might forget some of the things that happened. haha!!! But recently we are doing a bookmark project. It is super cool and fun lah!! Although it may be tiring. We are actually planning to give it out yesterday as it was teachers' day, so we can give the teachers the bookmarks and wich them a happy teachers' day. For the students, we will be giving them too, but it is to encourage them to study hard for their exams. haha!!! We are super exited for the project lah!!! I am just so happy!!! The bookmark is also very cool one. It is actually like one person gets a piece of bookmark, which is a part of "puzzle", so when everyone in the class puts their bookmarks together it will form a "puzzle" which will encourage them to study for their exams! Cool right! we planning to write personal message to everyone in the class too! And we know all their names!!! You know how we know? haha! Because we get the namelist from miss soh. So must also thank her. haha!!! I believe that it is gonna be a success!!! haha!!! Doing this project is super busy lah. haha!!! some of us also get sick, so you all kno what to do right? Don't waste all our efforts ah! haha!!!
Now i am listening to "Could I Ever - Planetshakers" haha!!! I can feel the Presence of God now lah. Suddenly i just felt that God is so Great lah. He died for us, so that we can have eternal life and not eternal death. Just think for a while. All the hurts, all the loneliness, all insecureness (always think of how people look at you), all the emptiness in your heart. All this things, God can help you get rid of them. Sometimes you get angry, there is anger in you, God can help you. You cut your wrist, God can help you. I know that everyone of you have sin (which is something that you know should not do, but you still do it) and you just have so many things in your mind. You feel that life is meaningless. You are thinking why are we here on earth for? Who created us? You just feel so confused and you just wanna stop sometimes, but you can't because of your school activities, your tuition. You feel that life is just so bored... but i tell what! Life is actually very interesting. It is full of excitement and stuff! Before i became a christian, i am also like you. Slack, very "emo", feel that life is boring and all the hurts just came into my mind and my heart. Everything is just so complicated in me, but after i became a christian, i really felt that i started to change and my whole mindset is starting to change. I just feel a peace in my heart everytime. So if you think Jesus is real and you want to accept Him into your life, say the sinner's prayer that is written below. Say it from the bottom of your heart:

"Father, I know that I am a sinner and I know that there is a lot of hurts in my life. And I know that I need You, so I really want to invite You into my life, Lord. Cleanse me, oh Lord. Get rid of all the hurts that is in my life. And from today onwards, I am a christian. There will not be anymore hurts in my life. I will not feel that life is purposeless. I will start life a new. Help me and guide me along the way, Lord. And from today onwards, You are my Lord, You are my saviour, and I am saved by You. In the Name of Jesus, Amen!"

Haha!!! Yay!!! Did you say the sinner's prayer? If you did then congrats!!! haha!!! I believe that after you have said the sinner's prayer, your life is going to change gradually. The next thing you need to do is to attend a church's service every week! If you have a church, that's great! If you don't, why not ask some of your christian friends, and they might even be delightful to bring you there! haha! Hope that you will have a great journey with God ahead!!! Remember!!! This is just the beginning, sometimes you may face with difficult problems, but just perservere on, it may be God wanting to train you into a better person!!! Maybe you are lazy and you had a lot of things to do suddenly. This may be God trying to train you to become a person who is not lazy. So keep perservering. This is just the beginning!!!

Connect Group Guitarist!!!

2008-07-23T20:13:00.000+08:00

I'm so happy today!!! Around last week, Ranford told me that I am going to be a connect group guitarist!!! Then I am super happy and excited plus nervous! Haha! But God is a good God man! He would not give us the things that we cannot do. He knows that I can do it, that's why He gave me this opportunity to play the guitar for the connect group and to increase my guitar abilities. I love God. He really cares for people and really keep lifting people higher and higher. I have never regretted accepting Jesus into my life. Although there is a lot of obstacles, and sometimes I feel like not going to church, I will still hang on to God, and really go to church and not walk towards the darkness. In the end it's really worth it. God is always challenging us and training us to be a better person by the challenges and obstacles He set for us. Sometimes I made the wrong decision and walk towards the darkness, rather than walking towards Him and being closer to Him. The life without God is really very SIAN. You will really feel something is missing inside you, like you have missed out something good. But God will always bring you back to the right path! Haha! everytime I walked the wrong way, and was lost, He will always guide me back to the right path! That is why I love God so much, He would not let you go! He loves us so much that He don't want us to go astray! He wants us good. That's why I love my God. He is the most wonderful God that I have ever experienced. If I could worship Him for every single moment I have in my life, how good is that! Haha! I really love my God. It is really unexpainable unless you experience it yourself how magnificent is God.
So God really gave me an opportunity to improve on my guitar abilities. I can see my destiny in God and I am very happy and excited about the plan He had for me! As I say today I am very happy!!! Haha! Because I went to practice the guitar with Ranford and the Presence of God is very strong, that we feel like keep worshipping God! I also played very well! I did not know I could play so well actually. Haha! So I really think that it is really God that lifted me so high in my guitar abilities. The more amazing thing is that I could learn up the chords so fast when we realised it is in the wrong key! That is truely God. If not I don't think I could do it. I don't think I could do any of these without God! I really want to thank Him for all the things He had done for me and really letting me to come to church and know Him. I am really happy to have know Him and I don't think I really want to leave Him. I really love Him. God is truely magnificent!!! :)

Academic Excellence!!!

2008-07-20T01:36:00.000+08:00

Today is Academic Excellence weekend!!! I invited my famil to church, but in the end only my mother go, but i'm still really happy!!! Because she really sensed the presence of God that she kept shedding tears. She said that she do not know why she kept shedding tears whenever she come to church, and this really shows that it is not because of other things that she cry, but it is really because of God's presence as His presece is really unexplainable until you felt it yourself. Haha! I'm really happy, because i saw my mother just crying in the presence of God and really worshipping God. She say that she feels better everytime she talks to God, worship Him and pray to Him. Everytime she face problems and difficulty, she will come to God for help. Although last time she wasn't a christian and is really not interested in christiany, one day she step out in faith and really believe in God and she prayed to Him for help. Jesus helped her!!! Although she wasn't a christian, He helped her! Because Jesus love her and everybody so much that Jesus is willing to die on the cross 2000 years ago for us. In her life, there had been three miracles, and it is really powerful. God really helped my mother in a lot of ways. I can see that God is really dying to have intimacy with us. He really want us to know Him and draw near to Him. I could really see how magnificent He is through how my mother is blessed by God.
Today the relationship of me and my mother became closer. I really know her more and the problems which she was facing. I also bought her a Bible and written a short note inside. Haha! I can see that she really enjoyed herself!!! Haha! that's why i a super happy!!! Haha!!!

Study Plan...

2008-07-20T00:12:00.000+08:00

Last week, my church just created a study rule! We have to study for 15 hours per week before we can go for service. If we do not complete the 15 hours of studying, we cannot go for service and church, so in order to go to church, we need to finish the study rule. Haha! I super like studying and learning new things! Haha! Pastor preach that we are born to learn. That is why babies would "observe" the toys that he/ she is holding by tasting(biting), touching, seeing, hearing and smelling. That is also why young kids like to ask questions, like why isn't the moon round? Haha! But because that we are brought up wrongly, that is why we are taught to play instead of learning. So we need to start to learn to love learning. Everybody should learn. Not only young people who are learning, but working adults can also learn. You can learn by reading Times Magazines and just be curious about anything. Learn music, history, architech, and everything. Just be curious,learning a lot of things also mean that you have more abilities and you can do more things. You can be a musician, a historian, a architecture and a lot of things, so don't limit yourself by disliking studies. Study and be curious to learn more things. Haha! I nearly cannot finish the study rule, luckily i chiong, so i finished it, haha! Lucky i finish, haha! So that i may go to church and worship Jesus!

My Testimony! =D

2008-07-14T20:53:00.000+08:00

Hi everybody! I used to be a quiet and shy boy, which seldom speak up in class. Even when my teacher ask the students whether we understand what she is teaching, I would not raise my hand to ask, even if I do not understand what the teacher is talking about! Haha! I am also an insecure boy. I will watch my actions and not destroy my cool image.... Haha! There was once that I destroyed my cool image and I was so embarrassed by it that I quickly hide myself. And every time I would emo in a corner of the class as I do not talk much to my friends, although I usually go to recess with them. And every time I emo, I would think of life and I would feel that life is purposeless.
But one day I met Valerie in an inter-class soccer tournament. She was actually talking to my friend who was sitting behind me, but suddenly I just budged in and joined them as on that day I was quite high! Haha! Then through her, I also met a guy call Ranford. Both of them invited me to church one day. I did not know I am invited to church as they say I am there just to cheer for them in some fairytale competition. But when I know that the place was a church, I was surprised! I kept asking Ranford why isn’t there a cross, and just couldn’t believe that a church would be so cool that it has a pool table and those musical instruments, which I thought church was just benches and crosses everywhere! Haha! Not only the place attracts me, the people there attract me too. They are the friendliest people I have ever met!!!=D
Though the place and the people there attract me a lot, I did not feel like going back again. But every time, Ranford would just keep persuading me to come to church. So I just went back. And every time I went back, I would feel an urge to raise my hand during the altar call, which is a time where the pastor will ask whether anyone would like to accept Jesus into their lives, but I just do not have enough faith o raise up my hand.
But after going to a lot of churches, on September 15 2007, I stepped out in faith and received Christ into my heart!!! I did not felt much different after that, haha! But as I start to draw nearer to God and came for services regularly, I start to notice that I have changed! I not just changed in character, which I used to emo and be super quiet, but I also feel that I have found the purpose in life and it is more complete now.
My grades are also improving and I am now more secure. I will raise my hand when I do not understand what the teacher is talking about, I will also talk to my friends more often and I also have stopped acting cool!!! Haha!!!
I really feel much happier now!!!!!!!! It is like I have disposed of a heavy bag, full of sins.