Five loaves and Two fishes

Just been reading Valerie's blog, and the song "Five loaves and Two fishes" really captured my attention. And I just love the song! Just remembered the days where i just became a christian and Godric was saved just a few weeks after, and we just give God all our life and our ambitions. Love those times man... I believe God is going to multiply it man...

I just love to love God, love people, love life!

Great Simple and Mundane life!

Had a really good leaders' meeting today and i am really looking forward to tomorrow. Going kyaking with dom, lumbin, dexter... And MU CG and also just go and love our integrations. Such a mundane and simple life, but i don't know why, i am just excited about it.

Looking forward to tomorrow and Dreaming about the future...

Love Story

Thinking of creating a movie about a love story when i grow up! This love story is not about fairytale love story, or is it about boyfriend girlfriend love story. It is gonna be a love story about us and God... Something like David bringing the ark of God back to Jerusalem. I think will be very touching sia. :) Hahah!!!! Anyway, looking forward to this weekend. Super excited this week.

Believe...

So cool... Have been thinking about how Pastors have been believing in youths all these years. Sometimes people just want people to believe in them. It is just that kind of feeling that makes you want to respect them. And today, my brother just received his PSLE results and i think the points did not meet his expectations, so he is quite disappointed. But Yolanda told him to call her after he got his results. So my brother told her about it and she just encouraged him.

Then when he came back home, i asked him whether he told Yolanda about it and he told me what Yolanda told him over the phone, and when he's telling me about it, I can see the tears in his eyes nearly dropping out and his eyes starting to get red. I think he is very touched by the few words that Yolanda told him ah.

So i think believing in people just gives people a kind of feeling that makes them feel encouraged. I just love Pastors and Heart of God Church man... And recently just feel closer to Pastors as well. Our Pastors are really people who are deep man...

A True Worshipper

Wow!!! It's so true man... Yesterday leaders' meeting is really really very powerful. After the meeting i just feel like seeking God's face even more. It's so true that everything will be added to us when we seek God first. It's not always about the skills, but it is about seeking God.

After listening to pastor lia and pastor tan's sermon, i start to know what God thinking about and what is His heart all about.

It's so true that God is the One who gave us favour with men. It's so true that God is the One who changed us to who we are today. And it's so true that sometimes we are so busy about things that we forget to worship God. It's so true that sometimes we are so tired that we don't even want to worship God.

I want to love God once again. I want to have a hunger for Him once again. I want to be a true worshipper...

Because of You (Heart of God)

Because of You, I was borned again
Because of You, I'm ransomed by Your Grace
Because of You, my heart has found a Home
A refuge for my soul

Because of You, sins are washed away
Because of You, heaven knows my name
Because of You, I can live again
You've broken every chain

Unfailing Love, so unreserved
You gave Yourself on Calary
And now I stand, forever free
My Saviour rescued me

Because of You, the weak say "I'm strong"
Because of You, the broken have a song
Because of You, there's no need to fear
Hope steadfast, ever sure

Now heavens, be open
Our God is unshaken
We worship, Christ risen
High above

Now heaven, be open
All kingdoms, all nations
Declare that "You are God"

Yeah!!! So cool!!! Tomorrow is amazing race!!! I think it is going to bo super fun man!!! After i blog this i am so gonna get enough sleep for tomorrow's amazing race.

So cool that each individual life is impacted by something. Something like a lifesong/lifeword. Cool man... Yesterday Pastor Tan told us what is God's heart all about and what He is thinking. Now i know what He is thinking. God is really so cool. I'm gonna stay with Him forever man...

My Family

Wow! Family are just so important in our lives man!!! My family is the best man!!! And i won't trade it for another!!! :)

The STAND!!!

Sometimes we don't really see how busy is our leaders and the things that they are going through. But they are awesome man!!! For lynette, she gotta lead so many CGs and she can't be everywhere, but yet she still notice us and cares about us! They are amazing man... This church is indeed doing the invisible rather than the visible man...

Oh man... I really want God to mould my life into the person He wants me to be! Into someone like our leaders, like our pastors, like Jesus! I want the value system of Jesus and our leaders to be my character, and not just something that we do because Pastors and leaders say that we gotta have those kind of value system.

The christian journey is so amazing man... It is all about endurance and lots of things! Wow! Haha!!! I've never regretted becoming a christian man, and forever i will be a christian, an on-fire christian! No matter what, I'll STAND man!!!

Godric Ang (Section Leader of usher)

I've been reading Godric's blog, and it is super funny, but yet real and powerful. He wrote about the problems that he face with and all that, and the way he phrase is super funny! Haha!!! But it is powerful, seeing how he tries to sort things out and having faith that things will appear well in the end. He is powerful man. Haha!!! He never fails to inspire man!!!

And also i really hope that he will sort things out and have faith and come back to church again. The past was really good man. (But the future is better.)

running, Running, RUNNING!!!

Come to think of it, all the leaders and people like these have been in church for 12 years! That's amazing man... I can't imagine myself 12 years down the road. Things are going to be totally different. We are gonna start working and all that stuff. Haha!!! Wow, things are really getting more and more complicated as we get older.

12 years seems like a long way, but 67 years is a longer way. Wow! Walking with God for 67 years!!! That's really really long. Haha!!! But it will be cool to see how me and my friends grow, and how the church grow! And also the moments of my life. The ups and the downs of my life. Haha!!! Cool man... The journey with God is truly really awesome!!! I am so gonna run this race with God for eternity man.

postette (sermonette)

Today's zone f service was awesome. It is just super cool.

(Feels so alien to blog again.)

Getting a new book soon!!! Gonna grow man. Haha!!!

BIGGER territory

BIGGER territory!!! Today's sermon just wrap the whole thing on BIGGER!!! Haha!!! Really know why we pray fervently and all that stuff already. Haha!!! No wonder last time when me, choong kai and godric pray over the phone weeks after weeks, the prayer conference gets more and more stronger. Haha!!! And we also grow alot from the prayer conference, we got revelations! There was once we got the same revelation after the prayer conference! Differently way saying, but the meaning is the same. We also start to flow with each other more and work with each other as a team to integrate friends and stuff like that. Looking back, it is really stuff like that that we really grow a lot individually and as a team. Haha!!! Great time of prayer today. Haha!!!

Word of God

Ephesians 6:18 (NIV)

"And pray in the Spirit on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests. With this in mind, be alert and always keep on pryaing for all the saints."

It is so powerful, because during discipleship class, Garrett told us about the bible and stuff like that. And he also say that when we feel God telling us to read a certain verse or chapter, we can turn to it and read it, so just now i felt God telling me to turn to Ephesians 6:18. At first i thought it is just me thinking, however i just went to check it out whether is it really from God. I did not expect that it will give me a revelation! Haha!!! It is just super awesome. This is the first time that i heard from God to read a certain verse, the other times i just read it like a story book. Book to book, chapter to chapter, verse to verse. It is super awesome man.

This week, i seriously got a lot of revelations from Garrett. Haha!!! Last week was choong kai, now is me! Super cool man. I think D50's gonna be a CG that can flow~ very well. Haha!!! Cool man. 8, we are catching up, better watch out!

Different and same

You know what, Pasir Ris is really gonna have revival man!!! Haha!!! Looking at the pictures that clive took just now really make me feel that there can be revival. Haha!!! Sometimes when i don't see any results, i will lose faith, lose heart and i will just give up, but the pictures i saw just now is really amazing. I think this revival is gonna be a mark in history man. I think it is really gonna be powerful. Haha!!! Gotta really start doing things already, and not just sit around. Haha!!!

Another i was thinking about is also like how me, Godric and Choong kai meet each other. Haha!!! It is super funny and the journey we've travelled together is the best times of my life man... Haha!!! Looking how we have grown and all the stupid things we do. Haha!!! Really funny ah. I also remember the first time i met godirc, we ate KFC. Haha!!! Then we shared the buddy meal i think. Haha!!! Then we like giving each other the chance to eat the very last piece of chicken. Haha!!! But in the end i ate it. :) Then we like don't really talk much to each other also. Then i met choong kai after that. First time i met, i think that he is a super irritating guy. Haha!!! Because he super like to disturb people one. Haha!!! Then i met Julian. At first i also thought he suepr irritating, because he kept slapping people! Haha!!!

But so funny, all of us are like from different clicks, yet we can communicate so well. Haha!!! Did not thought of this till yesterday when me, dom and choong kai was talking about what we like and all those kind of stuff. Haha!!! Then me and choong kai was really super opp of each other. Haha!!! The journey is really great man, and there will be more to come man. Haha!!!

Do not despise your youth!!!

Wow... This few days has been really really great!!! Haha!!! Did a lot of great stuff man. Haha!!! Talking to Haotian on the phone now while blogging. Haha!!!

I have changed room!!! Did all the packing and stuff like that for the past few days and there are still things to be packed. Haha!!! This new room is really super cool man. Haha!!! It feels more me I think. Haha!!! I think because i get to paste stuff on the wall and stuff like that. Haha!!! And the com is also in my room!!! Haha!!! Get to use it like crazy man. Haha!!! And also can do all my stuff here. Haha!!!

I also have a maid already. Haha!!! My mum is like teaching her things now. Haha!!! Kinda scared how life is going to be like with her. Haha!!!

But all in all, everything's was great, is great, and going to be great. Revival is really going to happen in PRSS man. Haha!!!

Super love the song free man!!!
"Would you believe if I say we are the ones who can make a change in the world today."
Do not despise your youth, but set an example in speech, in love, in life, in faith and in purity!!!

Delirious?

Just went blog-hopping just now. It was so good man. The lives of the other people are so inspiring man. Haha!!! Also went to listen delirious' songs. They are really great man... Haha!!! That's what i am doing for the past few minutes... Haha!!!

The web is just super cool man... All the cool stuff are here. Haha!!! I also thinking of composing a song in the afternoon too. Just had the intro so far. Haha!!! I think the future is gonna be amazing man. Haha!!! Tomorrow there's school!!! Gonna make history man!!! Revival is gonna happen in PRSS man. Haha!!! Oh man... Can't stop thinking about the future man... The future is really gonna be amazing man... Haha!!!

And i think i am gonna be back to blogging man!!! Haha!!!

Oh man... Seriously, the future's amazing!!! D50 is too small man, it is gonna really grow man!!! I am gonna choose my destiny man... I am gonna be a HISTORY MAKER!!!

Full!!!!

I'm back to blog!!! So full on the inside now!!! Wow!!! God is great man!!! Haha!!!

Just thought of Godric just now, and i just realised how i had missed him. Haha!!! I remember how we use to talk about getting revival to pasir ris secondary, and also our dreams and visions... Like so cool ah... Haha!!! Then i also remember we flow so much last time and we are like so like a team ah... Haha!!! working together and we are like the best of best friends also... Haha!!! Then we also talked about how we want to be like Garrett, Charleston and Dominic... Haha!!! And also whenever we pray we really pray until so powerful until our legs, hands, face and almost the whole body is numb ah. Haha!!! Super cool eh that time. Haha!!! Really want Godric to come back man... Haha!!! Really miss him a lot...

And God is also so cool!!! Love God so much too man... Haha!!! Haiz... So much to talk and yet so little. Haha!!! That's all!!! Love Life, Love God and Love people man!!! Haha!!!

Purpose!!!

It has really been a long time since i have blogged man... Haha!!!

Today was super awesome man... Choong kai shared his testimony and he talked about his life and the three muskerteers (Godric, Choong kai and me). And i just realised that me, Godric and choong kai really been through a lot together. Haha!!! So cool man... And even if we are not clase together physically, we close together in the heart and also in the spirit. It is a different kind of feeling talking to choong kai and godric man... Haha!!!

And today pastor's sermon was also super powerful!!! It is about purpose. And he said that sometimes we are so busy until we forgot our purpose, like what marco polo did. He missed a really super duper massive kind of a lifetime man... Haha!!! I almost forgot my purpose man. Haha!!! Although i still have incubate, serve and stuff like that, but it seems that i kinda forgot the purpose behind all these stuff and all that. I am just so busy with it that i NEARLY forgot my purpose. Haha!!! (nearly only...)

Yup, everything's cool and the future's gona be amazing... Bye bye!!!

Strength!

Hi people!!!!

It's really been a long time since i have really blogged!!! Haha!!! Lots of things happened and i wanted to blogged about it lots of time, but i don't know why, in the end, i did not blogged it up. Haha!!!

Anyway, exams are around the corner!!! Haha!!! Oh no, i am not confedence about my maths at all man... I think i really need to spend a lot of time on my maths... Haha!!! Anyway, i think life is getting more and more interesting. Haha!!! But at the same time, it is getting more and more tiring. Haha!!! But i shall seek my strength in the Lord man!!! Haha!!! "Empowered!"

Don't really know what to post already man... Never mind, i not posting already. See you guys soon!!! And good lick for your exams!!!If you are not haveing exams then i will say good luck in life!!! Haha!!!

The History (Journey with the Lord)

Wow!!! I have not been blogging for qute a long time!!! Haha!!!

Anyway, i was just thinking about my past and all that stuff. And i went to look at the christmas cards that people gave me and the birthdays (07' and 08' birthday) that they celebrate for me, I just realised that actually, it is really very touching. I read through the messages in the cards, and it is very touching, seriously. Haha!!! And I also realised that time flies so fast!!!!! I still remember the day where i first integrate a friend. Haha!!! I still remember i just a few days old as a christian, not even a week yet, and back then i was still in CHC. Then i went to eat Yoshinoya with Ranford and valerie (and also the friend ah). Haha!!! Then it was very very super duper fun lah!!! Haha!!! Maybe that is why i like to go to the Yoshinoya stall in tampines. Haha!!! Or even eat Yoshinoya. Haha!!! Everytime i suggest to eat Yoshinoya, choong kai will always say it is not nice, then don eat there and stuff, but i think it is nice leh, i think it is because of the time i spend with Ranford and Valerie there. Haha!!!

Time really flies!!! Every single moment is like so exciting, fun, touching, memorable and all that stuff. Haha!!! Even the days before i accepted Christ. Haha!!! But after i accepted Christ, i really can see my life change. Haha!!! I think life is much more exciting and fun to me. Haha!!! So cool lah!!!! Haha!!!

My christian journey:

accepted Christ(15 september 2007 at CHC) --> Have the very first outing with ranford and valerie (just one day after i accepted Christ, i think) --> Godric join the race (start to know Godric, at first we were quite like nothing to say to each other those kind one.) --> Godric and me are good buddies ( both of us are keep growing in God, until one day we start to work as a team) --> D zone camp 07' (The time i experienced the falling in the Glory of God, but i did not fall, because i stop myself from falling. Haha!!! I thought Jieru, who was the one praying for me is pushing me eh. Haha!!!) --> continue growing... --> easter 08' ( me and Godric kinda work together to bring the girls to church, and Godric invited lots of friends, one of them is choong kai. And choong kai joined the race!!!) --> start to choong kai more --> the three of us are starting to know each other more and we are starting to flow more as well --> the red rain bottles (we really worked as a team) -->keep growing in God --> the beginning of D50!!! (Ranford was our CGL) --> we learn a lot of things from him, especially about evangelism and the CG stuff --> the new D50 (only me, choong kai, godric and ryan yap. But more people joined. Guozhe, Julian and Jessica) --> the future is gonna be amazing, more souls are gonna get saved and more people are gonna be impacted!!!

That's all, super long post man. Haha!!!