Sunday, December 28, 2008
Garrett's blog...
integration... we will definately grow...
The more leaders we have that are great shepherds and tight...
the more we will grow.
You know what, i found the phrase above from Garrett's blog. I feel that it is really really powerful... Wow... I think God really wants me to be tight for the new friends and integration... And really always thinking of ways to reach out to them. Haha!!! I think that is what God wants me to have next year? Haha!!! So now He is preparing me??? Haha!!! Cool eh... Haha!!! Next year is going to be amazing man... Haha!!! Anyway, Garrett's blog also said that "I think it is really cool to see how Charleston, Dom and Myself were holding up the services. Finally we have grown and risen up to a level where Pastors don't have to worry anymore..." and "Also I really think that it is really cool when Charleston, Dom and I work together... i think we make an awesome team. We are so different and at the same time we work together so well. We all have different strengths that complements each other... But more than just work... I think it's awesome to have friends like them. We have great fun working and playing together. Such a privilege to have grown up with them and to support Pastors together." Haha!!! Just imagine i will write this in my blog next time!!! Cool right!!! And we get to run the service and all that stuff. Supporting pastors together. Haha!!! Cool right??? Wow!!! The future is amazing... Like what Garrett said, let's not take things granted... :)
Wah...posted so many post in one night, i mean one morning. Haha!!! Not bad, ok, i think i really gotta go sleep le, bye bye!!!! Cafe tomorrow!!! Gonna be great :)!!!
Not bad Gavin...
Anyway, i went to check out jamie's blog, she named her CG "The wonders aka D1-ders". Haha!!! So shall we name our CG too??? I am thinking of "The fighters aka D50". Haha!!! Although not as good as jamie's one, but it is still super good... Haha!!!
Anyway, i also want to say about YAMAHA!!! I want to............................. COMPLAIN about it ah!!! Haha!!! (You think people who like music will like yamaha??? Haha!!! I don't think so...) The shop super irritating eh!!! So fast close the shop!!! Then so late open the shop!!! Wah sia!!! I just want to buy 6 strings for guitar!!!!!!! Is that very hard!!!!!!!!!!! (yar, if you want to buy from yamaha, it's hard.) Wah!!!! Irritating!!! It's like i there already, then still got people!!! But can't buy already... It's like won't take long what... 6 STRINGS ONLY!!!! WHICH MEANS 1 PACKET ONLY!!!! Just need to take, pay and zao... So hard??? Haiz... Still need wait until the other day... Wah!!! Irritating eh!!! (Singapore is like that... LAW BY LAW... Haiz...) Feel like burning the whole shop lor. Haha!!! (Next time if you see the whole shop kena burn, it is me who did it. Haha!!! No lah, crazy... I am just kidding...)
Anyway, let's not see at the negative side. Because today i receive a lot a lot of revelations? Haha!!! It is super cool... Preparing for next year man. Haha!!! I know next year is what kind of year for me already... Haha!!! Wah, so late liao, bye bye!!!
Create in me a new heart...
Anyway!!! You know what!!! I found something cool from fifi's blog, and me myself agree too. She said that sometimes we are too busy renewing things, like renewing handphones, renewing credit cards... etc. But we everytime forgot to renew our inside. You know today, i just found out that it is really very important to renew our inside. Sometimes after so many months and years of being a christian, we sometimes may drift away from God. You do not have the enthusiasm to worship God anymore. You do not have the fire to reach out to the lost anymore. And i believe all of us have been through all this and all of us will go through all this. So, that's why we gotta renew our inside and start the fire to reach out to the lost again... And be enthusiatic about worshipping God again... You know, today, i sang the song "A heart after You -CHC" during my quiet-time. (But also not very powerful. Haha!!! I think i too tired, that's why. Gotta do my quiet-time earlier next time.) The lyrics is like "create in me a new heart..." and then it goes on... This whole song i feel that is like renewing your inside and going back to God's path once again, where He wants us to reach out to the lost and worship Him with enthusiasm. And we want to be more and more like Him. Haha!!! (Oh man!!! Gotta try to get the presence of God!!! It is like so powerful one!!! But yet like nothing is happening... Lol....)
Haha!!! That's all... Hey! You know what, I really really like to talk like fifi, dominic, pastor and all this leaders. I love to share all this things man. Haha!!! It is like once i share about all this things, i am more awake and i can't stop sharing. Can i do this kind of entry for every post? Haha!!!
Anyway, thanks for reading... Has it impacted you again??? Haha!!! Hope it's funny too... I mean pray that it is funny too... Haha!!! (I don't hope, i pray man!!! Haha!!!) Ok, bye bye!!!
Friday, December 26, 2008
Let's take our school!!!
Today, is just another awesome day!!!! I am really pumped up to bring revival to PRSS!!! Haha!!! We gotta reach 25 by the end of next year man!!! Haha!!! Wah!!! I think we gotta start to catch the heart of bringing revival to PRSS man!!!! Wah!!!! I am just so excited about nesxt year, just imagine that 25 people is gonna get save, or even 30 people. cool right!!!! I think our revival gonna be even zai than northbrook man!!! Haha!!! Ok ah? Set ah? Steady ah? Haha!!! Let's make this revival more zai than northbrook revival!!! Hahs!!!
Ok, that's all, LET'S BRING REVIVAL TO PRSS TOGETHER!!!!
(Anyway, for the last entry, i want to say that actually i like dominic one also, is confrim one. But i read that time i will not cry, but i am happy lah. Even better right? Haha!!! Yea... That's why... [dom my zone leader, of course dare not say the card not good lah...].) Haha!!!
PRSS REVIVAL 2.0!!!! 25!!!
PRSS Revival 2.0!!!
Like what people say, PRSS Revival 2.0 will be better that PRSS Revival 1.0!!! Haha!!! Double anointing man, like how Elishah wanted a double anointing from Elijah (or is it Elijah who wanted a double anointing from Elishah??? Haha!!! Gotta read my Bible more... Haha!!!).
You know what!!! Jason from Children Church is coming to PRSS next year!!!! Yay!!! Another zai zai guy is coming to PRSS!!! Wah... This time ah, confirm revival already... Haha!!! Confirm one!!! PRSS REVIVAL 2.0!!!! We gotta get to know him man. Haha!!! We need to fellowship... Haha!!! Wah... I am excited man. This revival ah... Surely is a revival that no one have seen before one. Haha!!! I think this revival will be the zai zai of zai zai revival. Haha!!! Wah... Exciting man. Gotta start work as a team!!! (Not just only always me, godric and choong kai who work as a team. Haha!!!) And also this team will be the zai zai of the zai zai team... Haha!!! So many zai zai people inside... Like ME!!! Haha!!! And of course Godric, Choong Kai, Yun Kit, Rouming, Junyu, Chuan Yin, Randyne, Meiqi and lastly, our newest member, JASON!!! Haha!!! Next year is gonna be AMAZING man... Haha!!! Gotta take photo of this year... Haha!!! Then like the nine stones like that... Plus the northbrook revival... and also plus MJ... Quite cool right... Haha!!! Yea man... Looking forward to next year!!! Come on PRSS REVIVAL 2.0!!! HERE WE COME!!!
NEXT YEAR, PRSS REVIVAL 2.0!!!
(We really gotta take pictures for memory... I think it is gonna be super cool... Haha!!! Starting to have generations liao, like MJ. Haha!!!)
Thursday, December 25, 2008
Love
Thanks for the christmas cards you guys have made man!!! I really really like it so much!!!
You know what all the message you wrote really really cheer me up and bring a smile to my face!!! I just love it a lot!!!! But there's a few cards that really touches my heart. And that's Josephine's card. She is my SL(section leader) from usher, and i think she really wrote the card from the bottom of her heart. When i read it, i really wanted to cry. It is like she really talk about deep things, and not only like casual things. It is really like she knows about your character, and she talks about it. She said that i am really detailed to the small things, and she believe that God will use me to do the greater things, because i am detailed to the small things. So she really talks about deep things, that is why i am so touched by her card.
And i think i got a revelation too, from her card!!! Power right??? Haha!!! (I wanted to write it down, but it seems like i can't really write it down in a way where people can understand.) Haiz... (feeling sian, when it seems that i can't write down my revelation in a way where people understands.) Never mind, I try.(trying to write again...[anyway, i deleted the last one that i wrote].)
I think we can start to love people. Love people in a way that when you see the person, you will say hi. Love people in a way that when the person talks to you, you will answer him (you know what, there was once that i talked to a person, and he did not reply me. I felt very depressed, feeling "how come he did not reply me, is it i too irritating?" and the person is like not talking to anyone or is busy or what.) So you see, we gotta start to love people like we can't wait to see them. We gotta start to love people like we can't wait to talk to them. I know that sometimes, when we talk to new friends, or even friends, we will just talk talk and talk, and then we have nothing to talk about. But like what the leaders say, if you really love people, you will try your best to be their best friend. If you really love people, you will talk to them non-stop!!! Whether they are new friends, old friends, or friends that you can't really understand them when they speak english, because they come from another country and that is their accent. You will just speak to them!!! It is like "jiang bu wan de"(which means can't finish talking). Because you just love them so so much!!! And i think this is really what it means to really love people. You will just do lots and lots of crazy stuff, like giving him/her chicken essence when he/she has exams tomorrow and he/she intends to study the whole night, and it is already very late and you still have to travel very far just to give him/her the chicken essence. (And the list goes on...) Let's be people who love people. Hahahaha!!! But sometimes, you do not need to do these crazy stuff to love people too!!! Becuase if you love someone, you will can't wait to say hi to the person when you meet him.(We always do that in heart of God church, so i better do, because i am the one who says this. Haha!!! But i will not do it just because of this ah... Haha!!! I will do it with my heart lah... Haha!!!! So, i gotta start to love people and i believe this will come naturally man!!! Haha!!!) So just love people!!!! And all these things will just come naturally!!! ( I think...)
So I am gonna write the cards with my heart and talk about deep things!!! Haha!!! If i did not really talked about deep things in the christmas card i have wrote, you can comoe find me... Haha!!! Yup, so that's all!!! Bye bye!!!
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
FAITH, HOPE, LOVE!!!!
HOPE!!!
Love...
Cool!!!! You know what!!! I am really charged up to integrate!!! Wow!!!! This is really fresh new faith, fresh new hope and fresh new love... Haha!!!
I now really have the faith to go out there to do the best to integrate.
I now really can see the hope everywhere...
I now really have the love to go love the integrations!!!
And all this thing are not old faith, hope and love, but is fresh!!!! Haha!!!! Wah!!! Today is just too ZAI!!! Wah!!! Just too cool, i think this is going to be the time where we breakthrough and our CG will breakthrough and everything will break through. Haha!!! Cool man!!!! Wah!!! This few days ahhhh..... Can't really blog, don't know why, everything like jam sia. Haha!!!! OK, it is like so late... Oh no!!! I am like talking nonsense!!! AHHH!!! I think i gotta sleep, that's why.
Ok, i go sleep le, soon. Haha!!! BYe bye!!!
Sunday, December 21, 2008
Exciting Days!!!!
WOW!!!! What exciting days!!!! You know, the past few days was just so wonderful!!!! I just had a lot of fun!!!! You know, the day where we have dicipleship not only ends there, but it continues, but i too tired to blog already, that's why. Haha!!!! I remembered that Dominic gave us the Christmas cards that he wrote. I was so touched... I think if i were to be a girl, i marry him straight away!!! This kind of man, where to find... So busy with his work, but yet still find time to write cards for us.... Wah... Romantic man.... Haha!!! I think ah, when Dominic become even older ah, i think he will be the most romantic person. Haha!!!! He can plays the piano and you see his face, you look at him from the top to the bottom... Wow!!!! The romantic feeling is all around him... Haha!!!! So Jieru, will choose this kind of man??? Haha!!!! (Oh no!!! Should i blog about this... Haha!!! At the 2nd thought, i think its ok, because it's just a joke!!! It's just a joke, ok!!!! Get it right!!!! It's just a joke!!!! Haha!!!)
Yup... Then the service was also very powerful!!!! When pastor shared about faith... Haha!!! And i am now trying to memorise all the verses that pastor use for the sermon. I think i can do it man!!! Haha!!! (You see, i am agreeing with God... Haha!!!! I have faith ah... That's why God is so please with me... Haha!!!) Anyway, i memorise a verse already. "Hebrews 11:6 (NIV)- And without faith it is impossible to please God, because if anyone who comes to Him must believe that He exists and He will reward those who earnestly seek Him." Haha!!! Actually peep into the bible a bit lah, but still trying to memorise, not just in my BRAINZZZ, but in my Spirit... Haha!!!
This few days is just so fun!!!! There's a zone outing also, and it is really fun, we built sandcastle and that stuff, super cool... Just too many things too talked about, if i were to talked about every single thing that happens, i think it will take me quite some time. Haha!!! Just a few more to say, i will make it short.
Hong Rui said that he will be Pastor How.( For more information, ask Hong Rui)
And also, PRAYER DO WORKS!!! We prayed today, and it really works!!! "They" all really 'zi ji zhao shang men' one eh. Cool man....
That's all, actually got super more, but i think it will be too long. Haha!!! Yup, so that's all... See you next time on channel www.fan-t-asy.blogspot.com.
Friday, December 19, 2008
Speak loudly and confidently
Hey guys!!! This week is really very crazy man... Super busy, because everything is like clashing with one another. Haha!!! But excitnig ah... Got the CGL and ZL kinda of "feeling" ah...(cantonese accent, like what fifi always do...). Wah, feel like sleeping!!! Ah!!! Gotta blog fast...
Yesterday (which means 18/12/2008):
We had our zone outing yesterday!!! It was super fun and crazy... Boon chin went too, and i can see that he really had a lot of fun, but too bad, we are unable to ride to changi airport. It's really a pity man... But never mind, there is always a second time right??? Haha!!! And i am sure that next time, we are going to go to changi aiport and beyond... (if there is beyond). Haha!!! yar then we make sand castle and water barriers and we played a lot of super fun games, and it's just really super crazy ah. Then after that we went to watch movie at the cathay. We watched bolt. I watched it the second time, but it is still super funny to me and it is still nice to me, although it is the second time i watched it. It is really super funny, expecially the hamster, even my cousin boon chin loves the hamster. Haha!!! I just love the outing so much, it is really super fun!!! You should go next time man...
Today (which means 19/12/2008):
Today, we had discipleship class. It was super duper fun, especially the part where we went on stage to speak. Haha!!! It is the best man... It is really exciting to stand on stage. It is like you get to share, and when you share, you can imagine yourself being like a leader sharing to the people, and it is really very cool!!! Whoow, if i could go on stage to share once more, that would be super awesome. I just like to share so much lah!!! Haha!!! Oh man!!! My eyes so tired already. Haha!!! Today is just a super great day, I can't tahan anymore longer, gotta sleep liao.
Bye!!!
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
Usher Outing...
It was really super crazy and all that stuff... Haha!!! Usher is the most craziest ministry bah. Haha!!! Don't know what to write man... All my mind is just thinking of how to plan my life only man... Haha!!! Anyway, today i got hit by an egg for the first time. Haha!!! Wah sia lah, it's like super pain one sia. Haha!!! Actually i did not tio one, haha!!! Like godric, haha!!! I'm just standing beside godric. Then when i think the war is over, it is not over!!! One slow "tortoise"egg hit me out of no where. (That's why people say, slow and steady wins the race, and that's why the tortoise is able to win the rabbit in the race , and also that's why a slow and"tortoise" egg is able win the "war" and hit my head.) And then we have war and all that stuff, but we miss out the end times war, where everybody came for the last battle. Haha!!! Then when we came back, we see water bombs and eggs everywhere, but there was peace, even our rival is eating at our base. Haha!!!! Usher outing today is just too crazy, maybe can have outing for our other ministry also. Haha!!! Maybe this is all for today. I really don't know what to write eh... Anyway, I have long guessed that a lot of people will be blogging about today's usher outing. You see i pro or not...
Extension Pack from the previous post (JC= Jay Chou, Jesus Christ and Jackie Chan!!! A lot of famous people is JC hor. Haha!!! Of course lah, all want to be as famous as Jesus mah... Haha!!!)
Ok. Time out, time to do something else le. Haha!!! Bye!!!
Saturday, December 13, 2008
Break his mindset!!!
Today is super zai!!! "Break his mindset!!! - Pastor Lia". Pastor Lia prayed for me today!!! WOW!!! It's really powerful, just seeing how Pastor Lia saying a few can impact something into our lives and gives us revelation. For choong kai is "Generations! - Pastor Lia". Haha!!! Then he is like have potential in leadership, then God spoke to him about PRSS, then it's like he will lead the PRSS revival. Wah!!! I think he will be the next Charleston man!!! Like what we usually say... Gavin, Garrett (G), goDric, Dominic (D), Choong kai, Charleston (C). Haha!!! Cool man!!! As you can see, Godric is the only one with D in his name, so he will be Dominic :) Haha!!! I still remember that last time, we will day-dream about us being like Garrett, Dominic and Charleston, day-dream about Choong kai will play the drums and be like Charleston, Godric will play the keyboard and be like Dom, and i will play the guitar and be like Garrett!!! Haha!!! And you know what!!! We really are playing the instruments that we have been day-dreaming of!!! Choong kai is really playing the drums, i am playing the guitar and Godric have a interest in keyboard and is thinking of joining keyboard lessons. Cool right?!!? Haha!!! It's really cool to see all the things that we day-dream are coming true... Haha!!! I think when we day-dream about school revival, revival will really come man!!! Haha!!! Cool man!!! Like what Pastor say, "Do not be afraid to dream big!!! Big dreams makes big man!!!" Haha!!! So why not dream big today??? :)
Really have lots more exciting stuff going on in my life and just too much to add in. So i'm just gonna End my entry... :) Bye bye!!! Good night!!! I mean good morning. Haha!!!
(P.s. Anyway, Dom told me to put "I like Jay Chou last time, but now i like Jesus Christ, and they both are JC." Haha!!! You get it??? Yar... That's what he told me to put...It's just a joke [like what ryan yap will always say] )
Thursday, December 11, 2008
crossing over (God's #1 fan!!!)
Ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!! I crazy liao!!!!!! Haha!!!! Listening to "Crossing over- CHC" on valerie's blog some more sia. Haha!!!! Really making me crazy me man!!!!!!!!! I want to see the SUPER BARK LIVE!!!!!!!!! LORD OH LORD, I WANT TO SEE YOU POUR DOWN YOUR RAIN LIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANT TO SEE ALL YOUR SUPER POWER LIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hahahahahah!!!!! We are gonna beat down the green-eyed man, which is satan. MUAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!! (Evil Laughter) I am super carazy liao!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!! God's number 1 fan is ME man!!!! Haha!!!!!
I super crazy liao. Haha!!!! Gotta cool down, gotta relax man. Haha!!! Anyway, bolt is a nice show :)
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
Something powerful...
Maybe this are some of my thoughts.
Maybe this are from God.
Maybe this is able to touch your life...
You know what, today i am just thinking why do we keep going to church for... Why do we keep doing the same things over and over again... Although we may encounter God differently in every quiet-time, but sometimes we are always doing quiet-time and we are starting to take it as a routine, and we may not feel like doing it for one day... But how come we still do it??? I just found out that it is fear that makes us do our quiet-time everyday. And it is fear that makes us go to church every week... Some of us is the fear of God, but some of us, we just are fearful to go back to the past, where we live our lives without God... Where we lived our lives without any purpose and destiny... Like what Pastor How shared, he is fearful that he do not have the anointing when he preaches, so he reads his bible everyday... And the worship team practice for so many hours, because they fear that one day, they are unable to bring down the presence of God to the people. So sometimes it is fear that really makes us do what we do everytime.
You know, today, i am just thinking of some negative stuff and i found out that i drew away from God. But it is fear that draws me back to God. Not really the fear of God that draws me back to God, but it is the fear that i will go back to the past where i lived my life without any purpose and destiny.
I hope that this thought of mine will impact your hearts, although i know that pastor may preached about this before, but i just feel like sharing this. Haha!!!
I know that just now, i did not really make any funny thing, but now let me tell you some jokes??? Haha!!! Actually i don't know what jokes also, but maybe i can tell you what happened today? Haha!!! (Not everything, maybe just about AMT.) AMT was super exciting eh!!! Haha!!!! I saw Yassy going around the church creating chaos. Haha!!! She went to pour water on the floor and draw marking on mirrors, television and other things with marker. Haha!!! And then everyone was like "Ahh!!! Faster follow Yassy, see where she is going to create disaster at." Haha!!! Then while everyone was crazy cleaning the church, the D5 gangs were either in the toilet or at downstairs having their dinner. Haha!!!!!!!! It is like so slack!!!!!! Haha!!! But you know, heroes always come late, so i think when D5 came to help, everything was under control... Haha!!!!
AMT was just so exciting... And me, Ranford, Godric, Nicholas and Zhilin was just standing there watching was all the fun. Haha!!! But i did help a little... Haha!!! I went to help wipe the markings on the cafe area, but am i suppose to help??? Haha!!! Anyway, i am not a servant of God, but a son of God, so i think, it's ok for me to clean it :)
Don't think i want to write so long also. Haha!!! So goodnight!!! :)
Monday, December 8, 2008
The Presence of God
Super short entry right? Haha!!! But i think its going to be powerful, although it is short. Anyway, gotta tag my tagboard, no matter who you are, you gotta tag, ok? Haha!!! Thank you!!! Bye bye!!!
Johor Bahru
Today i went to Johor Bahru. Haha!!! (But i don't see any "PCK pte ltd" leh). Haha!!! It was quite fun... Haha!!! Actually we just went shopping in Johor Bahru..., but it was still quite fun, but super tiring. Haha!!! And i found out something. SINGAPORE IS TRUELY OUR HOME!!!
Once i reached Malaysia, i just feel totally different!!! The atmosphere is like "Malaysia" atmosphere. The atmosphere there is just totally different from the atmosphere in Singapore! I'm not saying that "Malaysia" atmosphere is not good, don't get me wrong. But i am saying that i am not use to the atmosphere in Malaysia. It is like you have went to a whole new different place. There is not a "home" feeling.
But when i'm back in Singapore, the atmosphere is different. There is a "home" feeling. It is like this is where i grew up and even when i take the train or bus there is also a "home" feeling. (The most memorable thing is the train and bus, because it grew up with me for the last 14, going to 15 :), years.) I just love Singapore so much ah. It is like everything here is "Singapore" atmosphere. Even the people here looks "Singapore". Everything here looks "Singapore"!!! Haha!!! (what am i saying man... Of course it looks Singapore, because this is Singapore what... Haha!!!) Singapore is just so great lah, no wonder Pastor Kong says that Singapore is his home, even though he is living in hollywood right now, because this is where he grew up and this is where he met Jesus Christ!!! Haha!!!
You know what, when i am in Malaysia, my life there is like so miserable. It is like i have go back to the past where i am still living my life without Jesus. It is really that kind of feeling, it is like i'm so away from Jesus... (It is like Jesus in Singapore and i'm in Johor Bahru) Haha!!! But actually when i came back to Singapore, my life is still quite miserable, but better a bit. Until when i reach home... :) I went to do quiet-time. "Boom!!!" Wow!!! God's presence touched my life... And my whole life is changed again... My life is no longer miserable anymore. Wow!!! I just love God!!!(more than Singapore...) He is really my Refuge. Whenever i need Him, He is there. I just so so love Him!!!
(Jesus can help you with your miserable life, so why not give it try and get to know Jesus... There is nothing to lose,but something to gain instead. If you want to know Jesus, why not you tag me, and I can help you know Jesus :) Remember, there's something to gain and nothing to lose.)
Wah!!! Super tired!!! I will never ever go overseas again. I will stay in Singapore forever, unless there is special reasons. Singapore is the best man!!! Because Jesus Christ is in Singapore!!! Haha!!! Just kidding... Jesus Christ is everywhere.
That's all i think. Haha!!! Bye bye!!!
short entry???
That's all i think. HAHA!!! Bye Bye!!!
(Thinking about my future... Haha!!! I think it's gonna be great!!!)
Saturday, December 6, 2008
Light of the city...
Today is another great day!!!! Haha!!! I played guitar for the worship session with the leaders of CEG D5, and i think i did quite well... Haha!!! But still can improve one, not only in the natural realm, but also in the spiritual realm :)
Wah, today ah jieru prayed for me to be anointed eh!!! ( Evil Laughter...) Then i can feel presence of God le. Haha!!! No lah, just kidding. I did not feel presence of God just because jieru prayed for me, but i think it is because i have the urge to want God's presence... During my quiet-time, it was super power, never had this powerful quiet-time for one week already i think. Haha!!! If everyday is like that ah, wah..., power sia... I think it will be like power until like there's no tomorrow ah. (Of course lah, because after u have a powerful quiet-time, then the next day powerful again, then it is like everday very powerful, so that's why it is like no tomorrow [You know what i am talking about? If you don't never mind, because i don't really know what i'm talking also... Haha!!!] )
Today jieru is just so zai lah, she prayed for me leh. Then she prayed that i will be anointed in playing the guitar and also be a great leader that prays for people and the people i pray for are going to fall in Glory of God... Haha!!! Wah... After hearing what jieru prayed for me ah, I suddenly feel that i'm very anointed and feel that next time i will be praying for people, then they fall in the Glory of God. ( congregations: "WOW YES!!!") Haha!!! Cool man!!! I just gotta rise up to a whole new level man!!! ( the whole church: "AMEN!!!") Haha!!! :)
There is just so much more to talk about and is like too much already. But there's one thing that i must say, "thanks". A lot of people have been saying that my blog is really funny and yet inspiring and all that stuff, so i really must thank you for your compliments, but to me, they are encouragements... I have a vision to impact people through my blog and I don't really think i can ever go on wrting without your compliments/encouragements, so really really thank you. :)
I believe that one day, this blog will be the most famous blog on earth and it will get lots of lives save, but most importantly, it will be the light and salt of the world. :) Haha!!! ( everyone on earth: "AMEN!!!")
Pastor Kong and CHC is just so great!!! I love them and also HOGC of course. :) I will be the light of the city!!! I will shine His light!!! Haha!!!
Amen!!! ( Must end with Amen! Haha!!!)
Friday, December 5, 2008
AHH!!! HELP ME LORD!!! I'm dying...
Backaches!!!!
Fingers pain!!!
Shoulder aches!!!
Wah!!!! Today is like super crazy man, everywhere pain and ache. Haha!!! ( But never mind, at least i still can smile :D ) Long time did not post le bah, i think, valerie is like asking me to update... Haha!!!
I don't know why ah, when i worship God, i can't really feel God's presence!!! Ahhhh!!!! Feel like dying already... Haha!!! God really is my core man. Without His presence, backaches, shoulder aches and all kinds of things appear... Wah!!! I really need God right now!!! ( I must be too busy with the things i'm doing. I gotta take a step back and chill... in God's presence...) Anyway, do you know why my fingers pain? Haha!!! Because i play my guitar, then i don't know why, it feels so painful when i play. Not sure is it the strings or what, but i don't think it's the strings, i think it is because i can't feel God's presence and that's why everything is just so crazy!!! If it is because of God's presence ah, i think God is really my core of all cores ah... WAH!!! I'm like dying already!!! HELP ME LORD!!!! HELP ME!!! .......( k.o.) X( <--(I'm dead...)
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
Life is interesting!!! (and i smell curry...)
I went for swimming yesterday with Zone D, and it was really fun!!! Everyone was just hanging out together and we are like one big family!!! Haha!!! After swimming we went to eat dinner, and by the way we went to jurong to swim, the food in the west is just super nice and attractive!!! You just gotta go there, all the food they present it nicely in those very classic bowls and plates, and it not only looks nice, it taste nice too!!! I ate curry chicken with rice and it is super duper nice, but Choong Kai and Godric ate the bake rice thing, and they say not nice, but it is nice to me eh... Haha!!! (Maybe they drank too much of the swimming pool water, then whole mouth is chlorine) ( Laughter...) The food is just so nice lah, no wonder Dominic stays in the west, haha, food guru...
Then after dinner we went to watch movie!!! The movie is the super duper nice part!!! That's why it is the last thing that we did yesterday, because it is the GRAND finale. Haha!!! We went to watch "CHIHUAHUA!!!" haha!!! It is super funny and interesting and etc. etc. etc. Haha!!! After the movie, Godric went crazy. He sang the "lalalala.... CHIHUAHUA" that song leh. (I know some of you don't know what song is that, but just know that Godric is crazy at the point of time.) Godric is just super crazy lah, he high too much already, it's OVER already. Haha!!!
Everything was just so fun yesterday and I just found out that my secrets are getting more and more exposed... Godric and Choong Kai ah, everyday go crazy with my secrets... Haha!!!
Today:
Haha!!! Time to talk about today!!! Haha!!! Today is an interesting day. Haha!!! Today i was suppose to reach church super early one!!!!! But the bus driver drive the bus super slow leh (a lot exclaimation marks). He is super irritating leh!!! He forever first gear one sia, from my house to eunos mrt, he keep driving at first gear leh. It is like super slow leh. I feel like going to the uncle and strangle him lor. Haha!!! But of course i did not lah, if not now i in jail already. Haha!!! Anyway, even though the uncle is irritaing and it is kinda bad thing for me, but today is still a great day!!! Because it is very interesting man, got good things and bad things. Haha!!! That's why i love my life so much!!! It is like so interesting, got good things and bad things, if your life everything good thing also sian right, but if your life everything bad thing ah, then i think it is like hell already. Haha!!! But your life can't be everything bad one lah, surely got something that is good one. Haha!!! And i don't everyone's life is so perfect that everything is good right, surely got something bad also. Haha!!! Anyway, everyone's life is just so interesting ah, is just how they see it only lor. :) So you just gotta see your life in a good way lah, rather than all those "emo" ways. Haha!!!
Today i also learn more about music!!! I not only know it in my brain, but i started to feel that the music i play is gonna have power in it, it is not only gonna change the emotions of people in the natural realm only, but it gonna start to bring the peace of God and the love of God down into the spiritual realm. I can't wait to perform on stage in school!!! Just imagine that even though i am playing non-christian songs, i am able to bring the presence of God down to the people. Haha!!! That is just so cool lah, that no longer i am playing music in the natural realm, but i am starting to play music in the spiritual realm lah. Haha!!! Cool man!!!! Can't wait to graduate from SOW!!! Haha!!!
That's all for yesterday and today. Gotta go play dota with Junyu le, still owe him a promise. Haha!!! Bye!!!
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Humility
Today was just so tiring, but yet fun, crazy and exciting!!! Haha!!! Everything was just so fun and excitning. The presence of God was just in the service and at the prayer meeting. It is so strong that pastor started to pray for people, and it is just so powerful. Pastor also preached about humility, and he said that humility is not about being "paiseh", but is about knowing who you are, where you come from and where you are going (which means you need to have confidence in yourself). The percussion lesson that i went to was also super shiok, because i get to learn more cool stuff... Haha!!! And the meeting with Ranford was also super funny and good also lor, have a lot of fun with godric, ranford, zhilin and choong kai, And also i learn a lot of things from there too lor. :)
Next week is CANDY WEEKEND!!! I want to go eat the ice cream next week. They say it is the ben and jerry's ice cream eh. Haha!!! I think it is gonna be cheap and tasty man... Haha!!!
Oh no!!!!!!!! I just can't blog properly today!!!! I think i am just super tired today. Haha!!! Tomorrow i think it is going to be exciting. Haha!!! So i better sleep early.
( "impacting lives through my testimony"-Gavin ) Haha!!! Finally, i have a reknown phrase. Haha!!! Just kidding...
Day of praises
Maybe i'm not going share about what happened today, but maybe about the things that dominic share to me... or the things that he do that impacted me so much... I remember that he says that sometimes when things happen too often, we just do not treasure it as much as for the first time it happens. It is like chinese new year, you all feel more and more sian when u celebrate chinese new year more and more right? It is like a very "sian" routine right? But i remembered that he said that we just need to do these "sian" routine with the same effort, same joy, same excitement and same attitude as we did it for the first time. So why not i challenge you all today to go to school everyday with the same effort, same joy, same excitement and same attitude as you have went to the school for the first time. I believe that it will be exciting instead of "sian".
I also remember that he always will talk to me whenever he is free and really talk to me as his friend lah, it's not like he look down on me or what, but talk to me as his friend lah. It is like a 20 year old guy talking to a 14 year old guy. For the world outside, i don't think even a 20 year old guy will even talk to a 14 year old guy like me, but instead, i think he will say that i'm childish and he will go away from me. But this guy, he did not only talk to me as his friend, but he also played with us the games that usually a 14 year old guy will play, all those kinds of crazy stuffs. And he is just so cool and he just impacted me so much! You know what, he did not despise me as a youth. He believed that i can do great things as a youth. But for the world outside, they say that you are too young to do great stuff. But i think that we ourselves as youths, should not despise our own youths, but really really believe in ourselves that we can do great things. Not great things as in poseesion, money and all that stuff, but why not do something even greater. Why not we try to change this world into a better place. :)
So there may be some people who thinks that how come dominic is just so open to children despite his age or maybe you may think that the lives we are living are just full of purpose, and you really really want to why.
I tell you, the answer is Jesus. So if you really really want to know this Jesus, maybe you can tag me and we can be friends and i can tell you more about Jesus.
But for those who don't really want to know Jesus, don't feel that this post is for the christian christian thingy, but i think you can apply these things in your life also lah, and i think that it is going to be useful for your life. :)
Wah!!! Ended up so long. Haha!!! No wonder sometimes pastors want to keep going on. Haha!!! I know the kind of feeling already. Anyway, hope that you enjoyed this post, and my posts is not everytime the same thing, "what happened today", but i hope that you will enjoy these kind of posts too. So there will be more varieties... Haha!!! :)
Saturday, November 29, 2008
Visions and Dreams...
It's been a tiring night. What am i doing when it is already 3am in the morning!!! Haiz... Haha!!! You know why, because today we talk about visions and dreams during CG (connect group). Ranford said that we cannot easily let anything distract us from our visions and dreams. And one of my visions is to impact lives through my blog!!! So I'm not letting this "3am" to distract me away from my vision!!! "3am" is just number and alphabets... just distracting you away from your vision and giving you a mindset that you need to sleep because it is late, but i think saving a person's life is even more important than sleeping, and the "3am" can't even be compared to a life lor... "3am" only got one number and two letters, but a life is more than numbers and letters lor, it's like... A LIFE lor. Haha!!!
Anyway, today's CG is very awesome man!!! Josh is playing guitar for CG and the presence of God is just there and it is just so powerful ah. I just realised that worship is very important, because once you have the presence of God down when you worship, then later on when the leader preach the word, it is easier for him to get the message through to the people in the CG too, so when i play the guitar for worship i really really need to bring the presence of God down man :) Haha!!!
Speaking of guitar, I went for SOW (School of Worship) audition. Everything was super cool!!! Haha!!! Daniel was just so funny and all that, and although it's audition, i still enjoyed myself in the audition lor :) Haha!!! Everything is just so fun in life lah!!! I just super duper love life lah!!! I also love God and the people out there too!!! Everything in this world is just too wonderful!!!!!!!
My visions:
- meeting the needs of Pasir Ris Secondary School
- impacting lives through music
- impacting lives through my blog and the life i have!!! I LOVE MY LIFE!!!
Haha!!! I spend 15 mins doing this. Is it long or short? Haha!!! Gotta do QT (Quiet-time) loh!!! Haha!!! Bye bye!!! :)
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Slacking sometimes may be very irritating.
Slacking sometimes may be boring.
Slacking sometimes may be stupid.
Slacking sometimes may be silly.
Slacking sometimes may be IRRITATING!!!
Slacking sometimes may be very irritating eh!!! Today actually me, choong kai and godric are suppose to go to junyu's house and destin's house, but after we found out that we can't really go to junyu's house, we slacked instead of going to destin's house!!! And that is really a stupid decision!!! That's why slacking is so irritating!!! Is like we miss out an opportunity to impact a person's life!!! I remembered what Ranford said that he is going to use every single moment of his life to impact people's life, so we shouldn't have slacked!!! Aiya!!! Haha!!! But never mind, we fellowshiped with each other also :) Haha!!!
That's why I love life so much!!! It is like there is never ending excitement, joy, advantage and fun!!! Haha!!! (Everytime you think that "today is a bad day", but guess what, you're wrong, Jesus come into your life and "bam!!!", your life is full of excitement and fun...) <-- Just trying to act like pastors. Haha!!! Today was just super great lah!!! Haha!!! And i also learned that i should not slack any more. Haha!!! No lah, just kidding... Oh no!!! Why so fast then 12 plus le!!! Haiz... Haha!!! Gotta sleep le...
fantasyinChrist says, "Goodnight!!! Love God, love life, love people!!!"
loving life as my leaders does!!!
I went to play soccer with Junyu today and some other friends... and a lot of them got blister, junyu had blister till he can't even walk properly, but he still wants to go play lan, this shows that he really likes to go lan??? Haha!!! Just practising how to answer my history questions... Haha!!! (Get what i mean???)
Then actually i said that i am going lan with him, but when we reached the bus-stop, i "pang seh(ed)" him, which i think i should actually "shuo hua suan hua" next time... Haha!!! Anyway, the soccer was very fun and scary... I am the goalkeeper, but instead of blocking the ball, i dodged the ball, because the ball was just too painful!!! I think can kill people one lor like that... But the worse part was that someone took a video of me dodging the ball... as a GOALKEEPER!!! Oh man... I think i am really very "pai seh". Haha!!! But at least i still can laugh. Haha!!!
We also went to julian's house, and i realised that julian really can play the piano!!! I think he is gonna be the next dominic... Haha!!! "Mai siao siao hor", better respect him... Haha!!! Just kidding... But julian really can play the piano until very fast eh!!! Its like "wow"!!! Haha!!! We really had fun there too, with the piano. Haha!!! Today was very fun, and i hope that holidays may be longer, but i also can't wait for school to reopen, so that we can shine God's light to our whole school!!! Haha!!! Oh no, it's 2.55!!! Time to sleep...
P.S. ( Just found out something that rhymes: we are having fun under the sun) Today is also a hot day, we played soccer uner the hot sun man!!!
Blog-hopping... It is actually very fun and also can be exciting!!!
You know what, from today onwards, my blog would not have any short forms already, because i am just so impacted by our leaders blog!!! Their blogs are just so "zai"!!! Haha!!! So in order to be like them, i have decided to imitate them and not use any short forms. Haha!!! Just kidding... (i think i shd use short forms, like tat easier. Haha!!!) :)
Haha!!! Anyway, reading my leaders blog is really exciting!!! Their lives are just full of excitement!!! It's like so fun everyday!!! Haha!!! I learnt a lot of things from their blog too! Dom said that we need to do things with the same effort, same joy, same excitement and same attitude of when we had done the thing for the first time. Anyway, i have rephrased it!!! Oh no!!! I should not have rephrased it!!! If not i will be like adam!!! Haha!!! But it is something like that, if you want to know the real thing, go to dom's blog, which is...(you need to go blog-hopping). :)
Haha!!! It is really very funny also ah, it's like dom has made his own "powerful" message, which is really very powerful... lol (laugh out loud, no short forms
The way he put it is like ("we need to do things with the same effort, same joy, same excitement and same attitude of when we had done the things for the first time."-Dom) Haha!!! It is like one of the photos in church where a person says..."I have a dream..." Haha!!! But it's good, this proves that he is "zai, good, pro and absolutely nothing to say, because he is just too... nothing to say..., you know what i mean..." Haha!!! Yar, so today, it is just so exciting, and just change my mindset of blog!!! Haha!!! And i am also gonna cherish every moment of my life and every moment i have with my leaders!!! I love Heart of God Church!!!!
Monday, November 24, 2008
Asia Conference 2008!!!
Monday, November 17, 2008
C3 Band...
But even though Pastor Josh Kelsey is unable to come, we still have the C3 Band with us!!! Haha!!! They are the really super cool people. You can watch the video that is on youtube. This is the link, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HhlymbWRqjw. It is super duper nice and awesome... Haha!!! You gotta watch the video. And you know what's my dream??? My dream is to become like the singer in the C3 Band. The one with the red shirt. Haha!!! He sing super good and super power one right??? And yet plays a guitar right??? Haha!!! You see, super awesome right!!! HAHA!!!! So you gotta come for it leh, I think it's gonna be very awesome... Haha!!!!
Strike it!
Oh no!!! Now is 3:40 le!!!! Haha!!! Gotta blast!!!
Friday, October 24, 2008
The Power-Pack Weekend!!!
Nick Vujicic is on the 3rd and 4th November. He is a guy born without hands or even legs, simply, he is just a 'body'. He himself can already speak a thousand words. Normally people who is like that will just go emo, but he is still so strong. Actually emo-ed before, but God came into his life and touch him, so he just changed totally. Cool right? If you want to find out more, come for the thing!!! Haha!!!
And for Rev. Kong Hee, he is also another great man. He is like super cool and all that, if you want to find out more, come for the thing lor. haha!!! He life story and everything is also very interesting and powerful also, so fasten your seat belt, and get ready to get blown away. Haha!!!
(There are videos of Nick Vujicic, you may like to watch it?)
Everyday's a GOOD day!!!!
Some of you may think that life is so worthless, everyday also got bad things happen, but actually everyday is a good day!!! Haha!!! I have a lot of fun everyday!!! Haha!!! Last time I everytime emo one, think that life so boring and all that, but after i accept Jesus into m life, i feel totally different!!! 'Shuo lai shuo qu', it is all because of Jesus lah. Hahah!!! He is all I need man!!! Hahah!!! I like every post introduce one song like that. haha!!! This post is talking about the song 'All I need' - C3.
Anyway, yesterday was great!!! I felt God's presence quite strongly!! It is like super duper cool!!! Haha!!! It is really a long story. Anyway remember to come for Nick Vujicic!!! It is gonna be awesome man!!!
Haha!!! Hope my blog will nicer soon, HAHA!!! BOOYA!
Thursday, October 9, 2008
Shiok!!! Exams are over!!!!
Saturday, October 4, 2008
Help me!!!!!! don't let my blog die!!!
you gotta HELP ME!!! Be like Jesus, help me k? It is very easy, just cometo my blog and just see can le. Haha!!! My blog is dying!!! You gotta save him!!! let him have eternal life and not eternal death. Haha!!! You nth to do that time then come my blog visit him. Integrate him, so that he will feel that we really care about him!!! haha!!! I will add tag and all that soon, most probably after exam. So, don't let my blog die!!!! Thanks~!!!!!!!
C3-Help me <-- go listen to this song!!!!
booya!!! bye!!!
Saturday, August 30, 2008
Teachers' Day!!!
Yesterday was teachers' day and it was quite fun!!! haha!!! We have flag-raising in the morning, follow by performance, then celebration!!! Haha! I know I a bit like a organiser (Firstly, we have flag-raising......) Haha!!! Anyway, the performance is nice. Haha! I planning to perform something funny next teachers' day, I think. Haha!!! The party was quite fun also. We did quite a lot of stupid things. Haha! Carlo and nicholas was also there also!!! They're talking to Miss Soh, haha! A lot fu things happen lah. although it may not seem to be fun, but its fun! haha! How I wish next year's teachers' day all the teachers will come to Heart of God Church to celebrate teachers' day after school. Haha! Then they could try my coffee from cafe :D Haha! Anyway I believe that there will be a MAJOR REVIVAL (whole school revival) in PRSS!!! It will come to past soon. It will come to past next year!!! Haha!!! I have faith man!!! then we will start to impact other schools and our neighbourhood. Haha!!! How great is that!!! Anyway we will PUSH!!! Haha!!! All the way PRSS Revival v2.0 aka Major Revival aka Whole School Revival!!! Haha!!!
Bookmark project!!!
Long time did not post already!!! haha!!! A lot of things happened for the past few weeks and it was super cool. I really like to blog about every single one of them, but i might forget some of the things that happened. haha!!! But recently we are doing a bookmark project. It is super cool and fun lah!! Although it may be tiring. We are actually planning to give it out yesterday as it was teachers' day, so we can give the teachers the bookmarks and wich them a happy teachers' day. For the students, we will be giving them too, but it is to encourage them to study hard for their exams. haha!!! We are super exited for the project lah!!! I am just so happy!!! The bookmark is also very cool one. It is actually like one person gets a piece of bookmark, which is a part of "puzzle", so when everyone in the class puts their bookmarks together it will form a "puzzle" which will encourage them to study for their exams! Cool right! we planning to write personal message to everyone in the class too! And we know all their names!!! You know how we know? haha! Because we get the namelist from miss soh. So must also thank her. haha!!! I believe that it is gonna be a success!!! haha!!! Doing this project is super busy lah. haha!!! some of us also get sick, so you all kno what to do right? Don't waste all our efforts ah! haha!!!
Now i am listening to "Could I Ever - Planetshakers" haha!!! I can feel the Presence of God now lah. Suddenly i just felt that God is so Great lah. He died for us, so that we can have eternal life and not eternal death. Just think for a while. All the hurts, all the loneliness, all insecureness (always think of how people look at you), all the emptiness in your heart. All this things, God can help you get rid of them. Sometimes you get angry, there is anger in you, God can help you. You cut your wrist, God can help you. I know that everyone of you have sin (which is something that you know should not do, but you still do it) and you just have so many things in your mind. You feel that life is meaningless. You are thinking why are we here on earth for? Who created us? You just feel so confused and you just wanna stop sometimes, but you can't because of your school activities, your tuition. You feel that life is just so bored... but i tell what! Life is actually very interesting. It is full of excitement and stuff! Before i became a christian, i am also like you. Slack, very "emo", feel that life is boring and all the hurts just came into my mind and my heart. Everything is just so complicated in me, but after i became a christian, i really felt that i started to change and my whole mindset is starting to change. I just feel a peace in my heart everytime. So if you think Jesus is real and you want to accept Him into your life, say the sinner's prayer that is written below. Say it from the bottom of your heart:
"Father, I know that I am a sinner and I know that there is a lot of hurts in my life. And I know that I need You, so I really want to invite You into my life, Lord. Cleanse me, oh Lord. Get rid of all the hurts that is in my life. And from today onwards, I am a christian. There will not be anymore hurts in my life. I will not feel that life is purposeless. I will start life a new. Help me and guide me along the way, Lord. And from today onwards, You are my Lord, You are my saviour, and I am saved by You. In the Name of Jesus, Amen!"
Haha!!! Yay!!! Did you say the sinner's prayer? If you did then congrats!!! haha!!! I believe that after you have said the sinner's prayer, your life is going to change gradually. The next thing you need to do is to attend a church's service every week! If you have a church, that's great! If you don't, why not ask some of your christian friends, and they might even be delightful to bring you there! haha! Hope that you will have a great journey with God ahead!!! Remember!!! This is just the beginning, sometimes you may face with difficult problems, but just perservere on, it may be God wanting to train you into a better person!!! Maybe you are lazy and you had a lot of things to do suddenly. This may be God trying to train you to become a person who is not lazy. So keep perservering. This is just the beginning!!!
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Connect Group Guitarist!!!
So God really gave me an opportunity to improve on my guitar abilities. I can see my destiny in God and I am very happy and excited about the plan He had for me! As I say today I am very happy!!! Haha! Because I went to practice the guitar with Ranford and the Presence of God is very strong, that we feel like keep worshipping God! I also played very well! I did not know I could play so well actually. Haha! So I really think that it is really God that lifted me so high in my guitar abilities. The more amazing thing is that I could learn up the chords so fast when we realised it is in the wrong key! That is truely God. If not I don't think I could do it. I don't think I could do any of these without God! I really want to thank Him for all the things He had done for me and really letting me to come to church and know Him. I am really happy to have know Him and I don't think I really want to leave Him. I really love Him. God is truely magnificent!!! :)
Sunday, July 20, 2008
Academic Excellence!!!
Today the relationship of me and my mother became closer. I really know her more and the problems which she was facing. I also bought her a Bible and written a short note inside. Haha! I can see that she really enjoyed herself!!! Haha! that's why i a super happy!!! Haha!!!
Study Plan...
Monday, July 14, 2008
My Testimony! =D
But one day I met Valerie in an inter-class soccer tournament. She was actually talking to my friend who was sitting behind me, but suddenly I just budged in and joined them as on that day I was quite high! Haha! Then through her, I also met a guy call Ranford. Both of them invited me to church one day. I did not know I am invited to church as they say I am there just to cheer for them in some fairytale competition. But when I know that the place was a church, I was surprised! I kept asking Ranford why isn’t there a cross, and just couldn’t believe that a church would be so cool that it has a pool table and those musical instruments, which I thought church was just benches and crosses everywhere! Haha! Not only the place attracts me, the people there attract me too. They are the friendliest people I have ever met!!!=D
Though the place and the people there attract me a lot, I did not feel like going back again. But every time, Ranford would just keep persuading me to come to church. So I just went back. And every time I went back, I would feel an urge to raise my hand during the altar call, which is a time where the pastor will ask whether anyone would like to accept Jesus into their lives, but I just do not have enough faith o raise up my hand.
But after going to a lot of churches, on September 15 2007, I stepped out in faith and received Christ into my heart!!! I did not felt much different after that, haha! But as I start to draw nearer to God and came for services regularly, I start to notice that I have changed! I not just changed in character, which I used to emo and be super quiet, but I also feel that I have found the purpose in life and it is more complete now.
My grades are also improving and I am now more secure. I will raise my hand when I do not understand what the teacher is talking about, I will also talk to my friends more often and I also have stopped acting cool!!! Haha!!!
I really feel much happier now!!!!!!!! It is like I have disposed of a heavy bag, full of sins.